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Thursday, June 30, 2016

Most boring dream ever

6-29-16

I kid you not. In my book this os my most boring dream. Ready?

I kept mopping a floor that just wouldnt get clean no matter what cleaner i used or how hard I scrubbed.

tha it. I was cleaning a floor. Not like i dont clean enough during the day..i had to do it in my sleep too >.> sorry for the lame dreams lately guys hopefully in the depths of my brain a goodnone will explode soon

Wednesday, June 29, 2016

OH! Pot Roast!

6-28-16

IF I HAVE ONE MORE DREAM ABOUT FOOD!! STAPH!! ugh anyways. seriously though..shokugeki no soma (link is to the 2nd episode)was the name of the anime i spoke of in a previous post.

So, i'm in a kitchen, and i got this nice lean cut, perfectly marbled, like grade A shoulder roast. From the looks of it, I was just making a simple pot roast....but on a more awesome scale. few spices here, few spices there, chop up some potatoes and veggies over there, whip up this weird marinade concoction(that i wish i could remember), put on the lid and then seemingly after a few minutes i took the lid off and there was this amazing, savory, deep reddish brown, juicy, will melt in your mouth type roast.

so needless to say, i woke up staving yet again. This show seriously has me contemplating going to a culinary school.

Tuesday, June 28, 2016

I need this

6-27-16

So i was binge watching this anime(title is what it was called). 24eps in 2 days. Only because i *have* to go to bed.  Yea yea i know, binge watching is terrible. Anyways it was written by the same guy who wrote SAO(if youve seen that you itll be good). Pretty much is kids that want to be worlds best chef. Like foodgasm in the mouth good. The school they gonto is the best, maybe 10% of the student that go there actually pass hard. Definitely had quite a few wt-?!band ok i have to eat food while I watch this Factors. Im horrible at reviews but i promise. It was an epic show. Anyway, due to the binge watching you can only guess how my dream went.

Im outside of a school, the whole buildings completely white. theres this guy(like a teacher i suppose). Hes just cooking. Inwander around from class to class, take a stroll outside, next thing i lnow im right next to this guy and were seeing who could make the best steak bites. Whip up a special marinade I usually like to use, chop up some onion, salt the meat and sear them to help lock in the juiciness(now im even hungrier T-T). Season some rice, sauté the onions in the residual juices from the pan, mix it all in the rice(you have no idea how much my broke behind wants to go to the store right now just cook this!). I went to take a bite..

then i woke up with stomach growling. Like it felt like i haven't eaten for a couple day growling with additional nauseating hunger pains. I could smell all this in my dream. Well, im off to stuff my face...at least now i have an idea for my menu next week xD


Monday, June 27, 2016

Water everywhere

6-27-16

Deeams the past few days revolved around pools. Sadly i dont remeber most of them but remeber a scene from last night!

Im at a pool. One of my friends and her toddler son was there(s&k). Im just hangin out by the egde. The pool is so full you can really swim. But Theres enough space to walk around a bit and keep cool. I turn my head and the toddler is by himself swimming. Calmly i oicked him up saying 'hey k! Wheres your mommy?' As inturned my head scanning the area. I turn around and S is in a sunranning chair. 'S. Did you know k was in the pool?' I asked. She lifted her head up quickly looking at the baby pool next to her then at me and k fantically. Then k proceeded to take his diaper off and start streaking around. We catch him put a diaper back on him and then get in her red car. 

Thursday, June 23, 2016

Stay out the house*fully updated*

6-22-16

Today we're starting off in a rugged, obviously aged hospital. Im talkin probably made in ww2 and never had any maintenance done. I was being escorted around, seeing various patients the dr wanted me to see. The walls were a faded, dull, green color. As i looked around i peeked around a corner then took a couple steps back. There was a man, probably in his early-mid 50s, who was behind a significantly older looking woman. She was staring off to her right at the floor, and the man was staring at her shoulder with tears going down his face. They were both completely frozen like statues, she never did blink, and the tears running down the mans face never actually fell from his face. 'Wonder what's wrong with them?' I heard a voice say. 'Probably crying cuz he married that extremely old lady' said another and laughter erupted. I went to shoot of disapproval in their direction, but no one was there. I turned back and the couple was gone. I looked over at a tray as I passed by it and stopped again. There were peas and green beans. They were cut into pieces. Blood was coming from the inside of these vegetables. Not ketchup*, like legit blood. I cut a green bean open and blood started pouring out the middle, on the plate. Then i went to a gas station where they fixed phones.
*change*(now that stuffed my face, let get back to it)

Im now being chauffeured down a particular street about 3 brick yet cottage-y looking houses under investigation. House 1, believe it or not the least scary of the 3, was just pitch black. Cant see in the windows at all. I didnt even want to imagine what it was like from the inside. House 2 was pointed out. You could see people staring out eerily out the windows, but they were all frozen in place like the couple from the hospital..well that is unless you got to close and/or turned your back on one that put you in its sights. And 3rd. This one was deemed the scariest. It was a two story house, unlike the single floor home of the other two. I was led inside, safe from anything that would happen. We were greeted by the 1950-60s style-looking house wife. Poofy cruly brown short hair, yellowish-blue dress, white aprin around the waist crisper that winters air. Im talking pristine, head to toe, like straight from a magazine. She would gently smile and charming smile, show you around the house, make you feel at home, led you upstairs, then her face would distort in the most terrifying manner as she would shove you in the bathroom and(for the sake of young eye) well just leave it high end horror story level murder.
*change*

My mom is having a one on one talk with guy who we will just call RL. Im sitting there watching the exchange. My mom spoke of this huge turn out event. There were hundreds of thousands of people there gathered to watch war room and have some type of mass fellowship. RL just stared at her with a slight smile on his face, nodding here and there, as if to say 'go on im listening'. Well mama continued going on about it then said she had changed her mind about it cuz it was just full of flase prophets. 'But you did go it' i tried to interject. But i was ignored on both ends, almost as if I wasnt actually there.*change*

My youngest is playing in the backyard. One of her toys had been thrown by the fence and she wanted to get it. I noticed there was a gap in the fence, but i told her 'ok' and to 'be careful by the fence'. As she picked up her toy a face appeared by the gap. Startled, she jumped back. Just in time too cuz the thing/person on the other side of the fence tried reaching its long pale gray arm through the fence to try to grab her.

Wednesday, June 22, 2016

Motorcycle

6-21-16

Not much to this one. Relatively short.

I just got done with some shopping at A very small shoppette type place. And I noticed this rv parked in the parking lot. It was rather run down, im not sure it could even turn on. I went in as i waited for my brother to pick me up. As i entered i saw an older man, kinda scruffy, his eyes werent very kind. There was also this woman i know named rebecca, and her daughter was there too. I completely ignored the man as if he wasnt there and went to give her a hug. Exclaiming how I haven't  seen her and her daughter in a while and did a little catch up. I hear the sound of a motorcycle outside, so i got up to leave. The not nice looking man stood in my way to block my path. I simply ducked under his arm then bolted out the door as he tried to grab me. I hoped on the motorcycle and went to my moms.
 *change*

My moms house is in this really nice neighborhood. Hers was a beautiful white house, various colored flowers in the flower bed(roses think), perfectly pampered green yard(just how my daddy likes it lol). Now when i say really nice, im talkin bout could easily be a 500k+ house it, and the surrounding neighborhood, was so pretty and just very well manicured. Its dusk, my brother was gunna take me somewhere else, mama was taking my oldest somewhere, and my sister was supose to watch the youngest, but she locked herself in her room, refusing to come out, so now me and my brother had to figure out how to fit all 3 of us on his motorcycle. We ended up taking my car, got on the highway. By this time night had fallen. And we were glad we had taken the car cuz it started to downpour. 

Sunday, June 19, 2016

Look what I found!

6-19-16

Theres not much i remeber from last nights dream except a couple things. i was in the process of moving from this really crappy apartment, like worse than a motel 6 crappy, and i found the cute, fluffy, little black kitten. Naturally i picked it up and took it home. Cuz what mean cruel person could resist a kitty? Especially a baby one. It was the most adorable little kitten ever.

Next part i remeber is this guy and his soon being questioned by a police office and getting busted for  trying to steal gas. But the officer knew what they were planning from the start and they both ended being arrested.

Unfortunately no crazy deams tonight. But hey, everyone needs a break now and then right? Lol

Thursday, June 16, 2016

Elephants and -what is that?!

6-15-16

Its more of a recurring 'vision' than a dream. But each time it terrifies me just the same.

Im in a savannah. The grass is gold in color, the sky is a very dark grey. Black in some parts. As if a massive storm is rolling in. There are 4 adult elephants. 3 have a baby with them. They seemed to have been walking in circles all over the place. I had an elephant baby with me. I would say, 'ok little guy. I think thats your mommy!' And the elephant would look towards me, then to her baby. All the elephants gathered and were rejoicing. The mommy elephant and her found baby lept gently, ran in a circle, then would playfully roll to the ground and cuddle(Something else i wanna point out is these two particular elephants had bright blue eyes).'thats kinda weird haha' id hear my husband say behind me. At that moment, the sky would darken more and id hear this terrible, gut retching, make all the hairs on you body stand on end snarling. I would turn around thinking it was my husband being a jerk. But my husband had turned into a lion, and he would  leap over my head and just run. I wanted to run, but I was too petrified to move as this giant mass of something rapidly got closer. Then it would change to me being in this dank wooden house. My husband is irritated about a bulb not working. We go to bed and my vision self would dream, of that exact same thing. Except my 'dream' self would wake up flailing. Gasping for air. Having this horible image of a blurry horrendous face giving flash images of biting off her own flesh as she seemed to float off the bed, onto the floor, getting tangled up in the bedsheets. Then i would, in real life, jolt awake. 

Wednesday, June 15, 2016

Apologies dear sister

6-14-16

Started off with me at(whats suppose to be) mamas house. Im hurrying to get suitcases packed together(theres a big trip for me, my sister, and stu) go to church, help my sister pack, and get to work at belk(weird how my dreams revolve around my old job still)in a giant mall on time. Then i couldn't remember what time i was supposed to be at work. I have to leave my sisters papers at the house. I load my cruze up, my girls are already in their car seats.
*change*

Im suppose to leave the girls with mama on our trip. We drive off, im still feeling a little anxious. Trying to make sure I remembered everything, trying to make sure im not late for work. I couldnt remeber if i was auppose to be there at 12:00 or 12:30. I decide to just be there at 12:30. Worse case ill lose 30mins of work. As were driving and im done thinking, i take in the scenes. Pretty, fresh growing, light green grass. The road was smooth, yet had obviously seen better days in it 'younger age'. There are all sorts of trees lining along the street. All the leaves are the same light yellow, and a light brown, with a hue of light yellow to them. I cross a set of older train tracks, and hang a left.
*change*

I pull into the church. It looks more like decent sized warehouse, or a really giant shed. Kind like the type you see in smaller towns that have been refurbished to sell bulk items like couches and stuff. The outside was a powdery, light blue color. The inside was a light grey. There were tons of people. And it looked like there was a huge banquet going on. The girls ran off to play as i looked for my husband. I picked a little at food on my towards him. 'There you are. You bout ready?' I asked him. He nodded and scooted to the end of the table for me to sit down. I remember he was wesring a grey shirt.
*change*

We're driving. Hes taking me to work, then well be driving to wherever our big event is. 'Oh crap. You know what. Youre gunna have to take me back to church later for my car. Im sorry!' I said. 'Ok. Thats fine. Its not a big deal.' He said.
*change*

Im at work. I was hoping to sneak in, but my boss lady(mrs L)was right there. 'There you are silly girl!' She said. Mrs L was wearing a leopard printed dress that day, with long, curly, dark brown hair, that would fade to a golden blonde color. 'Hey! Im here! Just let me go clock in real quick' i said. I did so, and went to my station. I watched my sister walk by smiling. I could see the excitement on her face. I smiled, although i felt a little sad.
*change*

Im in my car following stu in his red truck. Were almost to the vacation area. We park, get out, and start walking. Its a long walking trip, and we have to go through a lot of security measures. At one point i remeber walking through this clear plastic tent. You had to wait at a red light, inside the tent, for the light to turn white. People were lined up, and i looked down taking notice, we were on crossed railroad tracks(+). 'Odd' I thought to myself. Then a i got really confused as a big yellow bus with tinted windows drove through. Everyone seemed like it was normal, and we just stood out the way as it passed. I lost sight of stu and began to worry a bit. Im not good with directions in new places. As we exit the tent, you can immediately see this huge tower of a hotel. It was white, with some black trim. I was able to stu in my sights, he was a few hundred yards in front of me, talking with a group a guys. Then a female strolled up, asking if i had met orlando in person yet. I just looked at her rather confused. That wasnt was i was there for. But she start singing this catchy little toon, and we goofed off a bit and started dancing.
*change*

At the last check point. I had caught up to my husband. I let go of his hand long enough to go through our papers for tickets. Then i felt dreadful. I had forgotten to put my sisters tickets with her other papers. I looked anxiously hoping she would of been close and i could just hand them to her, but she wasnt. 'Whats wrong?' Hubs asked. 'I forgot to put my sisters tickets up. Shes gunna be so upset and mad me' I said tearfully. 'Hey its ok. Dont worry about it. Have her call me and ill take care of it' he said. I handed my sisters tickets to him, and ours to the security guard, and we went to our room. 

Sunday, June 12, 2016

Cabin fever

6-11-16

Me and the kiddos are getting ready. We're gunna be staying then night in a cabin with a bunch of  family. Between doing laundry, straightening this and that, fussing at the kids to stay focused. We were falling behind schedule. My husband and I are fixing to load in his dads truck. We were complaining about the lack of food, husband mostly about not having certain chips. Husband was asked if he had even gone to the store. He replied with a smile and a 'maybe'. Apparently these chips were so good no one wanted to share.
*change*

Hubs and I are driving. Checing out this house that was available. It was a cute little house. Kinda like the one i reside in right now, except this one had double the size yard we currently have. On the way back to the cabin hubs started doing weird thing with the white car we were driving. He had the car doing doughnuts and swerving it here and there. *splunk*. He landed the car in the lake. It slowly sank. The lake seemed to be more like a thick, gooey substance than water. We climbed out the car window and onto the bank. "What did you do that for?! How are we suppose to getbthe car out?!?!" I asked angrily. He just laughed and we headed towards the cabin.
*change*

Its night time at the cabin. We just turned out all the lights. I sat there gazing out the back slideing glass door trying to remember my purpose of being there. I see something out the sliding door. I stand up to get a better look. The back yard was fenced in by a wooden gate, and plants lined the all along the fence. I remember out dog was out there so I thought maybe it was him. I got closer to the glass and squinted trying to see better. 'Oh thats not shade' I thought, 'it a deer..I think'. It turned its head. Although really dark, i could tell it was looking at me. As its abnormally long body came out from one the bushes. It started running toward the door. The closer it got, it would change shape. About 100yds, it changed to a dog. I cracked open the door to let MY dog in i didnt want him to get hurt. 25yds, it took the shape of a panther. Just as it reached the door it stuck its huge pawin the door, trying to grab at anything with its huge claws, as i slammed the sliding door on his paws. It managed to pull it paw free. I close the sliding door the rest of the way and locked it. It left the yard, taking on the shape of a man and a small child.
*change*

The man resembling someone my husband knew and the girl his daughter aboutbthe girls age. Hubs let them in the house through the front door. He wanted to surprise the girls with a sleep over. The man said, "well here you go! Have fun!" And walked off smiling. The girls were already asleep as the little girl went to make herself comfortable. I followed her and my hubs had gone to doze on the couch. "I know what you are!" I said angrily. "You arent welcome here you need to get out that girl and leave my hiuse!" I said in a commanding tone and began to pray over the little girl. This black shadow erupted from the girls body and attacked me. It went from a tiny little 4-5yr old body, to this ghostly form that was the size, in equivalence, of a bear. I couldnt see past it asnit came down on me. I couldnt move. I couldnt breath hardly. My voice went to a tiny little squeek of noise as i tried calling out to my husband. I tried moving my arms and legs that are pinned down trying to knock somethings over, bang on a wall, something to try to get my hubs attention. As i laid there on the verge of blacking out, i remebered i was there to break and remove a curse. I started praying harder. The black thing flew off me and fled out the house. I was very angry. I stormed off to the kitche. Pulling random things out of the cabinets trying to find a certain piece of hidden paper that was gunna tell me exactly how to break it. 

Thursday, June 9, 2016

Look ma! Gills!

6-8-16

This one was definitely odd. Started off in a train. I was following this lady, alomst like i was observing her. She was going to get off, but she saw her daughter wasnt off the train. As she climbed back on, she looked back to see her daughter was in fact off the train. And apparently they were in a bad parts of town. Her daughter was attacked. People there would eat pieces of each other. And the person they bit would do so also. Almost like zombies, but more like cannibalizing. Cuz if you were bit, you were still completely 100% human, but you would enter a zombie like state.
*change*

I was looking for a job. As i came across this building a friend of mine was also there. As well as many others. It was a job hunt office/dr office. I dont remember much from this part, but i know in the end, my brother was working on his way to becoming a man shaped fish, gills and all, with teeth that could shred through the bones and flesh of anything

Tuesday, June 7, 2016

Over and Over Again

6-6/7-16

Ive been sleeping terribly the past couple days. Have a couple deams for you guys and gals.

6-6-16: Last night my dream would repeat. Same thing over and over. Hanging out with a couple other girls. One trying to seduce, the other complying, and me going either 'nah, ill just got for swim', or 'nah ill just lay here. Take a nap or something'. That was literally all there was to last nights dream. It why i wasn't gunna even post it.

6-7-16: I woke up so exhausted from last night I decided to just get up early. Which resulted in me miserably failing and needing a nap for the sake of my husband not killing anyone(lol?).  This one would just reprat also. And the last scenes would repeat over and over til i would actually wake up  then start completely over again.
-scene-Im in this room, and even my dream self is exhausted cuz she needed a nap too. But before dream me could join me in dream land, she was in this hallway of sorts. All dark wood. Very creepy feel to it. Boxes were piled high. The two rooms there were a bit of a mess. The master room was closed, but the other two rooms both had bunkbeds. dark metal bunkbed in the one to the left and a wooden one, with an additional king size bed. As my mom was packing, i asked "why dont you rent the rooms?", and her reply was "because we have to move. Our new place is gunna help us save money". Looking at all the stuff in the hallway i ask, "well, why dont sell some of you stuff? Keep the extra money from it for yourself?", and she replied, "do you know how much hospital rails and wheelchairs with umbrellas costs? I wouldn't have any left!" In the distance i heard my papa say "i dont want a stupid umbrella!". I laughed a little looking back at the beds. "Well, theres 4 places people could see. Why not rent the space?" I asked turning back to where mama was. But she was no longer there. I went into the bedroom with the wooden bunk bed and big king size bed. In the room was also an old fireplace, and a large desk with a computer. I sat at the desk and turned on the computer. Old videos were playing. I laughed how stupid they were. Next the to desk was a decent sized light blueish-green plastic vase. I put it on my face and sucked in air to try to get it stick to my face. Kinda like what some of you did as a kid with a cup, except as kids we only had it around our chin and mouth, not our whole face. I placed it down and went to sleep in the big bed.
*change*
I slightly woke up(in my dream) and was very groggy. Almost as if I hadn't even been sleeping. I looked at the door, which was open,and could hear my husband playing games. So I fell back asleep.
*change*
(Still dreaming, assume so til I say otherwise) I woke up again, but the door was closed. "I thought the door was open?" I heard a female voice say. Me still groggy thinking it was just myself, rolled over and grumbled "it WAS open..or closed...or something...l dont care". I just wanted to go back sleep. I felt pressure on my feet, then my legs, as i rolled over to see what it was, i felt something on my chest, then my throats, and covering my mouth.
*change*
I wake up, im in our current residence bedroom, in my own bed, the doors open, and can still hear my husband playing his game. I could still feel the pressure on my chest and throat. I shook it off and went back to sleep.
*change*
-repeat starting from scene 1, with slight alterations-after i got in the bed, i looked at the fireplace. A brick fell out. It began to crumble. I got up and tried putting bricks into place. A girl walked in, "thats not how you fix it" she said, "you need mortar". I grunted back "yea i know. Im hoping tonset the bricks back in just right to stay so i can make some and plaster it on". The girl just sat down and watched. More bricks seem to fall out of place as I created a bigger mess. More people seemed to have gathered just to watch. I finally got them all to sit just right. There was a yound man behind me, "oh hey" I said smiling, "i can help you know" he said. "I got it. Thanks though!" I said as I took a couple steps past him, and looked back. Bricks just fell out of place leaving a ugly black whole. I frowned and decided to just leave it and give up on it for the moment. Everyone, once again just seemed to have disappeared, and inlaid back in the bed to rest.
*change*
-repeat scene 2 with alterations to scene 3- this time as i said "it was open..or something", and inteied just going back to sleep, i felt the blankets lift and my foot was swung from the bed.

This time I woke i woke up for real. I immediately looked at the door, which WAS in fact open. I laid my head back down. Still incredibly groggy and feeling so drained and downright exhausted, I contemplated getting up for a brief second. But I passed back out before i could even finish my own thought.

-repeat scene 1 with another alteration- this time no one was in it at all. Inwas in the hallway, then just went straight to the bedroom as usual. The fireplace was obviously patched up in my absence. I remember it was broken and I was gunna try to fix it again. But, since it was already patched up, i went to lay in bed for a nap.
*change*
-repeats scene2 with alteration to 3- this time, as i muttered the exact same thing, I realized in my dream the scene had been the same time and time again. I snapped open my eyes and began kicking my feet. Too late. As i began to flail, the bottom of the blanket flew up and infelt something grab my ankles. I was slid off the bed, with the blanket wrapped around me. I could feel as if i were being pinned, and at the same time being soffocated. All i could think to do is kick the wall and scream stiffly out for my husband. It took what seemed like minutes to get my feet to move. But i managed to start kicking the wall. The more and more i resisted, the lighter the weight felt, and the louder i got. My husband rushed in, removed the blankets from over me, and carried me back in bed. "Hey, its ok. Im right here" he said as he gently set me on the edge. I Refused to let him go so he sat with me.

Then I woke in real life again with the same feeling as last night to where i just wanted to stop sleeping and got up. I hope tonight fares way better than last night and my nap :/ if there's any typos. Im sorry. At this moment i dont even care about fixing them. 

Sunday, June 5, 2016

Basic rundown

6-4-16

Im just gunna give a basic rundown of last nights dream. It is was to intense for young viewers who may be reading this. Very gorey, very intense.

There was lots of running, hiding, assassinations, exploding head, deceit, straight up murder of all kinds. And i had front row tickets watching, and sometimes getting with mastermind of it all just so *i* wouldnt die. The last part didnt help where at first I thought he might of been a nice guy then all of a sudden i have new hat on my head that will make my head explode if i tried taking it off so....yea. Fun times in my head last night(sarcasm btw). 

Friday, June 3, 2016

Soul trap

6-3-16(yay naps!)

You know it's weird when you know your dreaming about dreaming, and the the dream you is talking to other people about dreaming. So here we go. (Yea..just chew on it a bit)

Im on castle wall(yea like midevil ages). Me and others are trying to reach the tower. Reason being, my soul is stuck in the tower in this swirly black and blue vortex thing.  No, it couldnt just be a weird adventure about climbing up the tower. No. To get to the BASE of the tower, me and my compadres had to slay hoards of zombies. Which wasnt so bad, cuz there were already knught suited up fighting them already. There was just a few here and there that we caught the attention. As we slipped through the zombie hoards, killing some here and there we make it to the base. Upon entering the door, my dream self woke up. There were still zombies, and i was hiding in a nurses office in a school. After it passed, I walked a few feet to a brownish red door. I opened the door, walk in and close it behind me. "Ah there you are" said the teacher. Whats the excuse this time for being late?". "Fresh sleep" i said as I plopped down on the couch. "Ah. Must be nice" he said. "Youve no idea" i said sipping a cup of coffee in a white mug. "Well, before we start, anyone have anything to say before class?" Teacher asked. We were all sitting in a group circle. As he went around people shook their heads. He got to me. "I had a dream about fighting zombies while trying to make it up a tower that my soul was trapped in" i said. He squinted his eyes and cocked his head to the side a bit. "Yea..try to figure that out" I said taking another sip of coffee. "Oook" he said finishing his scan.
*change*

Sitting in a church. There are lots of huge rooms. Each room had a band group from different churches. We were putting on a worldwide viewed show. Everyone was practicing. I was in my own little group. We nervously practiced as we heard the other groups play. We thought we weren't going to be good enough. Plus we were being inspected and judged to see if we could actually make the cut.
*change*

In one the band rooms, there was a guy who looked an aweful lot like one of my friends husband. Him and his group were tearing it up! Rockin out, jumping all over the place. The judges ate it up. As i was walking away i hesrd the pastor talking about the song they sung, on how it actually inspired a movie. Also that he had downloaded a copy for all to watch. I closed the door and began to walk off

Thursday, June 2, 2016

Saved by the...paper?

6-1-16

I dont remember much. I remember dreaming of moving into this beautiful ivory colored house. It sat up higher than the other brick houses in the area. Had to climb a curved black metal staircase to get to door. I also remebering working in a clothing store that had a meat section in the back. Went 'home' aftet and there was this creepy guy who kept trying to get in the house. I let him for a drink, but then i sent him right back outside. He was like deathly skinny, dressed in black, dark eyes, and greasy emo styled hair. All he wanted he said was some tea. All i gave him was a shot glass worth then quickly made him leave. My husband didn't want him in the house at all but I felt bad for the guy. After he left, he went to talk to the guys, what seemed like, dad. Wanting him to never to come back to our house again.  I went for a walk and ended up running. I ended up i this old western styled post office that was revamped by a oriental lady to a small gift shop. She had a special paper that alowed her to stay in the neighborhood. If you dint have one, these people were gunna remove you in quite the violent manner. I forged my name and address on hers. The saw my papers and angrily stormed off. I asked for a blank copy so I could have a a legitimate paper. As i filled it out, the building shook and i heard this deafening roar coming from outside. At first i was anxious while  filling it out, but after the roar, i felt a sense of piece as if nothing could bother me anymore.