6-6/7-16
Ive been sleeping terribly the past couple days. Have a couple deams for you guys and gals.
6-6-16: Last night my dream would repeat. Same thing over and over. Hanging out with a couple other girls. One trying to seduce, the other complying, and me going either 'nah, ill just got for swim', or 'nah ill just lay here. Take a nap or something'. That was literally all there was to last nights dream. It why i wasn't gunna even post it.
6-7-16: I woke up so exhausted from last night I decided to just get up early. Which resulted in me miserably failing and needing a nap for the sake of my husband not killing anyone(lol?). This one would just reprat also. And the last scenes would repeat over and over til i would actually wake up then start completely over again.
-scene-Im in this room, and even my dream self is exhausted cuz she needed a nap too. But before dream me could join me in dream land, she was in this hallway of sorts. All dark wood. Very creepy feel to it. Boxes were piled high. The two rooms there were a bit of a mess. The master room was closed, but the other two rooms both had bunkbeds. dark metal bunkbed in the one to the left and a wooden one, with an additional king size bed. As my mom was packing, i asked "why dont you rent the rooms?", and her reply was "because we have to move. Our new place is gunna help us save money". Looking at all the stuff in the hallway i ask, "well, why dont sell some of you stuff? Keep the extra money from it for yourself?", and she replied, "do you know how much hospital rails and wheelchairs with umbrellas costs? I wouldn't have any left!" In the distance i heard my papa say "i dont want a stupid umbrella!". I laughed a little looking back at the beds. "Well, theres 4 places people could see. Why not rent the space?" I asked turning back to where mama was. But she was no longer there. I went into the bedroom with the wooden bunk bed and big king size bed. In the room was also an old fireplace, and a large desk with a computer. I sat at the desk and turned on the computer. Old videos were playing. I laughed how stupid they were. Next the to desk was a decent sized light blueish-green plastic vase. I put it on my face and sucked in air to try to get it stick to my face. Kinda like what some of you did as a kid with a cup, except as kids we only had it around our chin and mouth, not our whole face. I placed it down and went to sleep in the big bed.
*change*
I slightly woke up(in my dream) and was very groggy. Almost as if I hadn't even been sleeping. I looked at the door, which was open,and could hear my husband playing games. So I fell back asleep.
*change*
(Still dreaming, assume so til I say otherwise) I woke up again, but the door was closed. "I thought the door was open?" I heard a female voice say. Me still groggy thinking it was just myself, rolled over and grumbled "it WAS open..or closed...or something...l dont care". I just wanted to go back sleep. I felt pressure on my feet, then my legs, as i rolled over to see what it was, i felt something on my chest, then my throats, and covering my mouth.
*change*
I wake up, im in our current residence bedroom, in my own bed, the doors open, and can still hear my husband playing his game. I could still feel the pressure on my chest and throat. I shook it off and went back to sleep.
*change*
-repeat starting from scene 1, with slight alterations-after i got in the bed, i looked at the fireplace. A brick fell out. It began to crumble. I got up and tried putting bricks into place. A girl walked in, "thats not how you fix it" she said, "you need mortar". I grunted back "yea i know. Im hoping tonset the bricks back in just right to stay so i can make some and plaster it on". The girl just sat down and watched. More bricks seem to fall out of place as I created a bigger mess. More people seemed to have gathered just to watch. I finally got them all to sit just right. There was a yound man behind me, "oh hey" I said smiling, "i can help you know" he said. "I got it. Thanks though!" I said as I took a couple steps past him, and looked back. Bricks just fell out of place leaving a ugly black whole. I frowned and decided to just leave it and give up on it for the moment. Everyone, once again just seemed to have disappeared, and inlaid back in the bed to rest.
*change*
-repeat scene 2 with alterations to scene 3- this time as i said "it was open..or something", and inteied just going back to sleep, i felt the blankets lift and my foot was swung from the bed.
This time I woke i woke up for real. I immediately looked at the door, which WAS in fact open. I laid my head back down. Still incredibly groggy and feeling so drained and downright exhausted, I contemplated getting up for a brief second. But I passed back out before i could even finish my own thought.
-repeat scene 1 with another alteration- this time no one was in it at all. Inwas in the hallway, then just went straight to the bedroom as usual. The fireplace was obviously patched up in my absence. I remember it was broken and I was gunna try to fix it again. But, since it was already patched up, i went to lay in bed for a nap.
*change*
-repeats scene2 with alteration to 3- this time, as i muttered the exact same thing, I realized in my dream the scene had been the same time and time again. I snapped open my eyes and began kicking my feet. Too late. As i began to flail, the bottom of the blanket flew up and infelt something grab my ankles. I was slid off the bed, with the blanket wrapped around me. I could feel as if i were being pinned, and at the same time being soffocated. All i could think to do is kick the wall and scream stiffly out for my husband. It took what seemed like minutes to get my feet to move. But i managed to start kicking the wall. The more and more i resisted, the lighter the weight felt, and the louder i got. My husband rushed in, removed the blankets from over me, and carried me back in bed. "Hey, its ok. Im right here" he said as he gently set me on the edge. I Refused to let him go so he sat with me.
Then I woke in real life again with the same feeling as last night to where i just wanted to stop sleeping and got up. I hope tonight fares way better than last night and my nap :/ if there's any typos. Im sorry. At this moment i dont even care about fixing them.
Ive been sleeping terribly the past couple days. Have a couple deams for you guys and gals.
6-6-16: Last night my dream would repeat. Same thing over and over. Hanging out with a couple other girls. One trying to seduce, the other complying, and me going either 'nah, ill just got for swim', or 'nah ill just lay here. Take a nap or something'. That was literally all there was to last nights dream. It why i wasn't gunna even post it.
6-7-16: I woke up so exhausted from last night I decided to just get up early. Which resulted in me miserably failing and needing a nap for the sake of my husband not killing anyone(lol?). This one would just reprat also. And the last scenes would repeat over and over til i would actually wake up then start completely over again.
-scene-Im in this room, and even my dream self is exhausted cuz she needed a nap too. But before dream me could join me in dream land, she was in this hallway of sorts. All dark wood. Very creepy feel to it. Boxes were piled high. The two rooms there were a bit of a mess. The master room was closed, but the other two rooms both had bunkbeds. dark metal bunkbed in the one to the left and a wooden one, with an additional king size bed. As my mom was packing, i asked "why dont you rent the rooms?", and her reply was "because we have to move. Our new place is gunna help us save money". Looking at all the stuff in the hallway i ask, "well, why dont sell some of you stuff? Keep the extra money from it for yourself?", and she replied, "do you know how much hospital rails and wheelchairs with umbrellas costs? I wouldn't have any left!" In the distance i heard my papa say "i dont want a stupid umbrella!". I laughed a little looking back at the beds. "Well, theres 4 places people could see. Why not rent the space?" I asked turning back to where mama was. But she was no longer there. I went into the bedroom with the wooden bunk bed and big king size bed. In the room was also an old fireplace, and a large desk with a computer. I sat at the desk and turned on the computer. Old videos were playing. I laughed how stupid they were. Next the to desk was a decent sized light blueish-green plastic vase. I put it on my face and sucked in air to try to get it stick to my face. Kinda like what some of you did as a kid with a cup, except as kids we only had it around our chin and mouth, not our whole face. I placed it down and went to sleep in the big bed.
*change*
I slightly woke up(in my dream) and was very groggy. Almost as if I hadn't even been sleeping. I looked at the door, which was open,and could hear my husband playing games. So I fell back asleep.
*change*
(Still dreaming, assume so til I say otherwise) I woke up again, but the door was closed. "I thought the door was open?" I heard a female voice say. Me still groggy thinking it was just myself, rolled over and grumbled "it WAS open..or closed...or something...l dont care". I just wanted to go back sleep. I felt pressure on my feet, then my legs, as i rolled over to see what it was, i felt something on my chest, then my throats, and covering my mouth.
*change*
I wake up, im in our current residence bedroom, in my own bed, the doors open, and can still hear my husband playing his game. I could still feel the pressure on my chest and throat. I shook it off and went back to sleep.
*change*
-repeat starting from scene 1, with slight alterations-after i got in the bed, i looked at the fireplace. A brick fell out. It began to crumble. I got up and tried putting bricks into place. A girl walked in, "thats not how you fix it" she said, "you need mortar". I grunted back "yea i know. Im hoping tonset the bricks back in just right to stay so i can make some and plaster it on". The girl just sat down and watched. More bricks seem to fall out of place as I created a bigger mess. More people seemed to have gathered just to watch. I finally got them all to sit just right. There was a yound man behind me, "oh hey" I said smiling, "i can help you know" he said. "I got it. Thanks though!" I said as I took a couple steps past him, and looked back. Bricks just fell out of place leaving a ugly black whole. I frowned and decided to just leave it and give up on it for the moment. Everyone, once again just seemed to have disappeared, and inlaid back in the bed to rest.
*change*
-repeat scene 2 with alterations to scene 3- this time as i said "it was open..or something", and inteied just going back to sleep, i felt the blankets lift and my foot was swung from the bed.
This time I woke i woke up for real. I immediately looked at the door, which WAS in fact open. I laid my head back down. Still incredibly groggy and feeling so drained and downright exhausted, I contemplated getting up for a brief second. But I passed back out before i could even finish my own thought.
-repeat scene 1 with another alteration- this time no one was in it at all. Inwas in the hallway, then just went straight to the bedroom as usual. The fireplace was obviously patched up in my absence. I remember it was broken and I was gunna try to fix it again. But, since it was already patched up, i went to lay in bed for a nap.
*change*
-repeats scene2 with alteration to 3- this time, as i muttered the exact same thing, I realized in my dream the scene had been the same time and time again. I snapped open my eyes and began kicking my feet. Too late. As i began to flail, the bottom of the blanket flew up and infelt something grab my ankles. I was slid off the bed, with the blanket wrapped around me. I could feel as if i were being pinned, and at the same time being soffocated. All i could think to do is kick the wall and scream stiffly out for my husband. It took what seemed like minutes to get my feet to move. But i managed to start kicking the wall. The more and more i resisted, the lighter the weight felt, and the louder i got. My husband rushed in, removed the blankets from over me, and carried me back in bed. "Hey, its ok. Im right here" he said as he gently set me on the edge. I Refused to let him go so he sat with me.
Then I woke in real life again with the same feeling as last night to where i just wanted to stop sleeping and got up. I hope tonight fares way better than last night and my nap :/ if there's any typos. Im sorry. At this moment i dont even care about fixing them.
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