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Wednesday, December 28, 2016

Save em all

12-27-16

Started off with me and this chick at a facility. We weren't really suppose to be there, so we snuck in. There were some baby turtles that needed help. Their tank was filling up too much and they were gunna be electrocuted. We turned the water off and placed them in a sink so keep that safe. There was also this see through baby Gator that was having trouble. We hooked it up to a feeding machine and used that so it wouldn't bite us. We fixed the water issue and snuck out the window because people were now at the door trying to get in. We ran and hid under people's cars. Somehow we ended up with 3 other people. It was a tight fit, but under the car was a sensor that would automatically trigger an alarm for a towing company. The family that lives there was also on their way out and we didn't wanna get in trouble for trespassing. As they drove off we got out from out hiding places. But, a child was missing. As we searched frantically, the home owners had come back. They tried to keep us there, but as a black van passed by, I bolted for it. A coffin  like box fell out the back. I opened it quickly to find the child inside completely dirty, tied up, and gagged, as if temporarily buried alive.

I'm at a party. It's a nice, warm, starry night. There's lights set up here making the place look extra fancy. Everyone is dressed in their best clothes, enjoying a glad of wine and various finger foods at their tables. A gentleman stood up and gave a speech that ended up with everyone there standing up hugging each other and singing. 

Sunday, November 20, 2016

Fox-cat, ghost, and Mouse

11-20-16

In at this eerie giant house. I was leaving with the mr to pick out a new cat and brought home a orange cat that looked like a fox. We brought it home and put it in the cat lounge. The room was white, and there was a big white tree with random colorful cat toys strung on the branches, there were my two cats, and a black cat there also. The room was a half circle across from a dining/living room. Me, the mr, and some friends were hanging out there. I could see the orange fox cat playing with some toys. One of the friends said 'he's so cute! What did you name him?' And the mr. replied stating i hadnt yet. The name dawned on me, i went picked him up, and carried him like a baby back my seat. 'His name is Todd. Like from fox and the house cuz he looks like a fox' i said. I rocked the fox cat like a baby sayin his new name over and over. Then the fox cat started saying his own name over and over again 'todd todd todd todd todd todd'. Then jumped out my arms to go play again. I went to the kitchen to feed the animals, but there was a bright blue colored girl ghost. She ran upstairs after giggling and i followed curious.  She disappeared so i headed back down the dark stairway. There was a ghost girl again but this one was a hazy dark grey and scared me. So i bolted out the door back into the kitchen. Dogs, cats, and the fox cat were waiting by this old school, black, wood chip style stove. As i grabbed a bread bag, i saw this chubby, fluffy white mouse. I jumped up on the stove as all the animals started grouded me and the fact there was a mouse. I started throwing crumbled bread out like you would throw bird feed to chickens. The mouse ate some and scurried away. I hopped off the stove, and walked off to visit my mom at my nanas(rl current house, not this dream place). I told her about the ghost, and how there was a mouse in Nana's kitchen. Right as nana pulled up i was like 'oh ill have to tell you quick before she gets in here and starts freaking out!' 'Thats a good idea.'my mom replied. 'Ok so it was fat fluffy mouse, and it was in the kitchen. Then it just disappeared!' I said as my nana entered the doorway. 'There was a what?' She said as she almost dropped her bag of groceries. 'Oh nothing' i said quickly and left. I ended up at a dr office with harley, as we were checking in, i was trying to dig in my tiny purse to try and find all their medical records. The dr told me it would be a few minutes. They had to make a new copy of all her medical records because the system was trying to delete it for it not being done properly. I started to freak out but was told 'not to worry, we have her records copied already plus what you gave us just now, its all being redone properly in a new file. Everything is fine' by the nurse. I sighed in relief. I was told it would be few minutes and they went ahead and called harley back as i waited. I overheard a nurse complain to a coworker about another nurse who just got back from a 90min lunch. Then i was called into a room, it was dark except all these hologram tvs all over the place showing clips of multiple different dreams i have had over the years all at once. 

Tuesday, November 15, 2016

Alaska

11/14/16

Had a dream last night with my mom in it. We were going to a state wide revival in alaska. But first we had to kill tree people monster things(spriggans for those who know what they are) with fireballs cuz they were trying to kill babies. And we had these cool shirts. They were white, and starting at the chest it ombréd into black, and on the black park there were pink smokey swirls and stars and a logo A+A on the right shoulder. And on the back in fancy cursive with the meaning of A+A(Admire & Adore). But there was this chick that tried saying A+A meant accept abortions and i flipped out on her and told her she was wrong

Monday, November 14, 2016

Wolf poodle, Vampires, power suits, and red fish oh my

11/13-14/16

So, btwn last night and my late nap this afternoon(ive been fweling exhausted lately), ive had 4(last night i woke up, was up for an hour, then fell back asleep) dreams that i, surprisingly, still remember. Its slightly lengthy but ill try to keep from being overly detailed lol.

1) me, the mr, and my father-in-law were on the run from a world eater(ill explain later). I had my dog with me, and what I supposed was suppose to be a poodle. This poodle was was white, and very large and looked like a wolf(so why it kept being called a poodle idk). As we were on the run we all ducked into this hole that led to a underground hidden bunker. As we narrowly got into it, a large portion collapsed and trapped the 'poodle'. Me, the mr, father in law, and my dog crawled our way back out. I kept looking back at the 'poodle' that was partially trapped under rock and rubble. We ended up at this high end hotel resting and being treated like ViPs. This whole time im worried about the other dog that was left behind. The hubs passed off the comments, the father in law said he was sure that dog was fine and we didnt need to worry. I was still worried, and set off after the 'poodle'. After running through hillsides and partially hidden man camps, i finally found the hole. I jumped in. All the debris had been picked up and everything was set up like people lived here. There were tables, small candles, beds, bookshelves, a fireplace. My 'guts' were telling me i found a bandit camp. So, i did a quick scan and saw the wolf like poodle resting my the fire. I called it quietly, it looked at me and instantly cane over and followed me outside. Scene flipped to this giant warty thing, it snuck around and was trying to devour all the inhabitants of earth(the world eater). It particularly fancied going after women first. Scene flip again, im running from guards through a series of houses, these houses were surrounded by water to where it appeared to be floating homes. Certain homes had hiding holes made of metal chicken wire under stairs. I was trying to find one to hid in before being caught.

2)i had finished a very lengthy and dangerous 'quest' and was about to be named some special title. As a qift, i was also going to be given a staff of light. Before the 'ceremony' ended, i was attacked by vampires who were trying to absord my soul.

3) i was in a city, waiting to pick up my kids from different school. One was a simple in and out, the other school, the only let one child out a time. Next to one of the schools, there was a bathing suit. For some reason a put it on, then put my clothes back over it. As i picked up one child from the school that would take longest, cops came and asked me about if i had stolen a bathing suit. I pulled down the front of my pants slightly and yelled 'im not even wearing underwear!' And got in my car as the officer walked off embarrassed. Scene flip to a dock. Im upset about having to get rid of a couple talking fish. One was purple that blew rainbow bubbles, and one was red. I tried hiding in an abandoned house with a man with the strength of bear, but still had to relenquish them. The people who took them were on a boat, and as they left it capsized violently. The red fish had fins damaged and was in bad shape but had somehow floated back to the dock. I picked it up and it said someone had stolen the other fish, it was his best friend. I put the red fish back safely in a tank and dove in the water to search the capsized boat.

4) i was in this armor/power suit of some sort. I could fly. As i wore the suit i was happy and carefree. As i landed near a store, pieces seem to have been torn off and thrown to random places. Being unable to have my armor, i felt very vulnerable and susceptible to things I would normally pass off easily. There was a man trying to get me to talk and do random things, but as he spoke, i felt my anxiety  rising, and began to have trouble breathing. I could feel old impulses rising that i had long fought against. I kept telling the man 'go away. I have to find my suit, i *need* my suit or i cant control myself!' I finally found it near an old dead tree that was next to a completely fenced in walmart. The man went to grab me and i shoved him away as I continued to put my bronze suit back on. As the pieces went on, one by one, i felt myself relax more and more. After completely putting it back on, the man was there staring at me with fear in his eyes as he stumbled backwards. He seemed to almost fade out of view and just become a blur. I just smiled looked up, and shot up in the sky to fly more.

Tuesday, November 8, 2016

Dream at last!

11/8/16

Dont have a lot of time to get into specifics but the basic run down is there was this shadow thing trying to get me, but i got saved from it, a giant space satellite was attacked and crashed into the moon, inwas trapped in this circus type place, and to leave you had to climb and sneak over a larged fully caged area. If you were noisy or moved to fast a black panther would emerge from a dark cave and try and kill you. 

Monday, October 17, 2016

docks

10-16-16
it was at a dock, there was a car sinking in the water. the woman started freaking out about how her baby might be in there. the man with her said it wasnt cuz it got left behind on the other side of the ocean. then a crime lord who ran a robot fighting arena accused this same woman of setting him up and tried to have her killed. me and other authoritative figures got her safely and started to pursue the guy. then i ended up the docks and saved 3 kittens from drowning. 

Monday, October 10, 2016

Many faces

10-9-16

Started off with me going somewhere. I got a IM from a internet friend. I said i had to go and responded in all cap, 'NO!! DONT GO! PLEASE DONT GO!'. I just thought he was being weird so I exited out of the IM and left anyway. Next thing i know im in various different worlds. Traversing one to the other trying to find my way back home with many others. In each place we had to wear different disguises to blend in. We had to do so to avoid detection and from being trapped in that place. The final place was a desert place. We were dressed in light outfits and our heads covered. We had lost over half the group. The 'caravan leader' spoke, 'keep on your disguises, keep your head down, and keep close'. We did so, and kept moving. The last place was a big garden. Perfectly trimmed trees and bushes, flowers here blooming here and there, lights strung up throughout the trees and over perfectly spaced metal patio tables. Each table had 2 chairs, and a single vase with a single dark red rose in the middle. Everything outside the lights was pitch black, there werent even any stars or a moon in the sky. 

Sunday, October 2, 2016

Storm

10-1-16

I was in this really nice building. Kinda like the ones you see all the rich people stay in in all those movies. The sky was black and green and riddled with tornadoes. The sky would stay black and flash bright green. If you tried to leave your room or even the building random numbers of tornadoes would reign down trying to, if not in fact, stop you from movement. 

Monday, September 19, 2016

airplane

9-18-16

Not muh to it. Im on a plame with some friends. Were going somewhere where likelihood of survival is slim. As the plane took off, something medically happened to the pilot forcing is to have an emergency landing. Whispers of 'well there goes my flight' and 'oh goodness! I hope hes ok!' Filled the air. The female friend with me went straight for the cockpit. There were varying gasps here and there as we began taking off again. I got up and said 'i dont bout y'all, but i really need to make this flight. My friends the best pilot I know. So relax or get out' i said. I turned to look out the front window. But when i turned around, the commercial plane had turned into a cargo one. There were no more seats, and it wasnt lit up except for a single red light. I peered into the darkness of the back of plane. And turned back around after seeing the guy friend walk towards and look out the window on the door.

I mentioned to a friend I was gunna go get my hair done. As i drove, this creepy looking lady had been following me, so i just drove in circles. Eventually i said screw it and got out anyway. Her car parked next to mine, but when i looked over, her car was empty. I went inside to get fresh color and of course my hair washed. As the color set, I waited my turn to wash my hair. In the meantime, (a real life friend of mine)friend posted a video on YouTube announcing she was pregnant and cried every second of the announcement(in my dream). 'have you seen *name* video?' Said the other lady in the salon. 'Yea. Wish she'd stop crying all the time though..' I muttered.

Dumpster diving. Yep, im dumpster diving, trying to find a talking dog and a christmas tree to defeat and evil garbage man. The grabage man had already taken the dog and the tree, and came out with both laughing maniacally. 

Sunday, September 11, 2016

Weird fish

9-10-16

Dont remeber much except this werid see through bucket of fish. The was was a greenish blue amd there was 5 puffer fish in there. But you could pick em up with you hand. And they had a weird mouth. It was circluar and filled with teeth. I guess kinda like a leech. I picked one up and put it near my forearm to see what would happen. It latched on. I could gear the sound of skin breaking and the sucking but it didn't hurt. I easily pulled it back off and put it back in the bucket. 

Wednesday, September 7, 2016

Kitten amoung wolves

9-7-16

I was running from somethings stalking me in the woods. Made it to this compund thatwould nurture animals back to health. inwas dropping a kitten off in wolf pen with some other kittens. 'Wonder if theyll take a liking to her' i wondered to myself. As I reached the pen, my husband called my name. I turned around and looked at him. 'Have you seen the cabbage? I cant find the cabbage..' He said. 'Noooo...' I said slowly as inwas completely confused. 'Hm. Maybe im the cabbage' he said and slowly walked off. 'Well, ok then..' I Said placing the kitten in the pen. Most took a little to warm up, but 2 gladly shared their dead rabbit with their new found friend. I walk in and sit in the cot in there. Hiding under blankets that reselmbled wolf fur, was a woman breastfeeding a pretty chunky baby. 'Ah, thats where you were hiding' I said. I went to get up and tripped a bit. Under another heap of blankets was a greyish black wolf. 'And you too. Hope youre feeling the better' insaid as inheaded towards to gate. He stood by it. 'I Dont think so mister. Not after the scare you gave everyone last night!' I scolded and exited the gate. 

Tornado

9-6-16

Im at lowes. I was taking my lawn mower in to get repaired. As I pulled out the lawnmower to go meet the guy to fix it, I was stopped by an older gentleman for a moment. 'Getting your mower fixed?' He asked. 'Yea, I think the guys on the other aide of the building though haha' I said realizing i parked in the wrong spot. We were standing under a blue tent type thing. It was gloomy outside, dark grey clouds covered the sky. The ground was wet as if it had just rained. I look over to the side, and the gentleman looks also to see what i had looked so intently at. There was a small group of black clouds that came out of no where and rapidly merged together. There was a huge gust of wind that sucked in towards it and the small cluster turned into a very large black tornado. 'Crap! Tornado! We have to tell everyone to get inside!' I said trying to speak over the wind. The gust went away and the tornado disappeared behind the building. As we ran to the other side and began telling people there was a tornado, they all just looked around. The wind was calm and it seemed like there was never a tornado to begin with. 

Monday, September 5, 2016

Silly raccoon!

9-4-16

So im a this 3-lvl building that houses a dealership, car repair, and restaurant. It was also conveniently located on a waterfront with access to boats and small piers for fishing. Me and the mr. were there, i was trying to convince him to upgrade my car. I wanted a newer model, but he said 'not another one. The one you have is perfectly fine. Just some minor repairs and itll be good as new'. The salesman tried to convice him also, but failed. Feeling slightly bummed, I just shrugged it off and said , 'ok. Just not meant to happen', smiled, and we walked off. At one point in this same building i was running. I was looking frantically for something, but as I descended down the stairs i could see the water from outside. I immediately calmed down and forgot what i was worried about or looking for in the first place and went back upstairs. I went out to the parkinglot that overlooked the ocean in search of my car. I ended up back in the office though of the salesman. I found some car that i called a r38. I had convinced my husband to let me get that one. The salesman smiled and went to check out that particular car. When he came back he said, 'good and bad news. Good news, we do have that car in stock. The bad news, it requires heavy maintenance'. Me and hubs both sighed. 'Oh well' I said. And again we walked out. I went back outside and this tome found my car. The mechanic was there detailing it super quick for me. 'Oh hey!' He said, 'infound something interesting that i wanted to show you!'. He walked around and popped the hood. 'So...' He said as he climbed INTO the engine of my car, 'found out why your AC wasnt working. Come look at this' he continued lifting up a small flappy piece. I leaned in and looked. It was a cute fluffy raccoon. 'Oh wow' i said. I backed up as he climbed back out. 'Yea. Little guy made a nest and its been clogging the air flow' he said. 'I see. Poor thing. Well, thanks for fixing it!' I said. The man continued detailing my car. I knocked on the hood a few times. 'Im fixing to start the car little guy!' I said, and proceeded to do so. I started to back the car up forgetting the guy was still cleaning my car. As the car rolled itself down the hill i tried braking but it didnt work. So i enganged the emergency brake. The guy detailing just smiled, waved, and walked off. 'Oh ok. Guess were good' i thought. I proceeded to keep driving, headed somewhere, but the only way to stop the car still was to use the emergency brake as the braking system itself. It worried me, but I didnt wanna go without my car again. 

Friday, September 2, 2016

random things

9-1-16

First, there were these two tigers hunting together, one males and the other female. When they were done, they were placed in a basement to sleep. There was a girl with long brown hair, a dirty white nightgown, and she was going up the stairs. Before she left she pet the male saying 'good boy' and as she went to the female 'bad girl..bad bad sasha' but as she said that she had the same pleased tone and winked.

2nd, there was a school. There was boy bullying another. The bullied boy had to keep punching his own face all the way to class to get an item he wanted. Finally they boy had enough and straight up socked the bully in the face. They had to go to the principals office. As they walked there were a group of boys sitting next to a giant gumball machine filled with items and bouncy balls of all colors, and guarding a ragged, falling apart, red suitcase filled with all sorts of stuff they 'just obtained'. I could see the 2 boys from before keep walking.

3rd, I was out in the water as a fire errupted over a bridge. There were two pokemon, chancy* and charizard. Chancy bit off charizards tail.

4th, back at the school, the boys are gone, theres a fire, broken suitcase is left open, and the gumball machine was cracked  open and now seemingly overstuffed as things were starting to fill over the edges. Some of my things were in there. I took some of my things, and for some reason, despite the machine being broken, i kept putting coins in the gumball machine. After the 4th or 5th dime, everything in the gumball machine came pouring out, assorted colors of bouncy balls, marbles, and white pearls. I finished grabbing my stuff(mostly clothes, and some gold necklaces), put my stuff in a brand new red suitcase, and ran outside. Mama and a couple other men were waiting by a car across a lake. To me the lake seemed more like a puddle as i ran across it along the edges(like actually running accross water). I reach the car dry as a bone. 

Thursday, September 1, 2016

New life and death?

8-31-16

I dont remeber too much but it was indeed interesting. I was always with a crowd of people, the sky was always gray. There was one part, me and a bunch of people were in a room, it almost seemed like a cabin. My husband was there and he was agitated. I remember looking at him with a concerned look and him saying 'i dont know. you can ask my son' at this point i had a shocked look on my face. 'You have son?' Some asked. He looked at me and said 'ask her. Shes the one who's pregnant! Will take the stupid test already?!''  I just stood there for a moment dumbstruck, then walked outside. The sky was still gray, some people were just standing, some were walking, and some were running. Everyone seemed to be dressed in dirty, ragged, brown and tan clothes as I slowly walked looking around. All of a sudden I stopped and looked ahead of me. There was this big knight, but not the friendly, night in shining armor kind. Well, it was kinda shiny, but his armor was completely black and almost seemed like polished glass. He was dressed from head to toe and you couldnt see any feature of him at all. But i could feel an icy stare. We stared at each other. 'Hurry! Run! Hes gunna kill him!' I heard someone shout. I became scared 'no..you can't' I thought to myself and started running. 

Tuesday, August 30, 2016

pool side/saved by candy

8-28-16

didn't have a chance to post yesterday. Surprisingly I still remember my dream from the night before. I'll go ahead and do that dream and then the dream I had last night also. That's right. double whammy today!

My mom, me, and my brother are at a pool. Mama and I are sunbathing at first, my brother is playing some weird frisbee game with this chick who looked almost exactly like the original yellow power ranger. I got up and watched for a minute. It wasn't a normal throw and catch frisbee. You centered it on the tip of your index finger, gave it a little spin and it would keep spinning by itself. After that, you tossed it to whoever your playing and you would 'catch' it with the tip of your finger and immediately send it back and it would keep it's momentum going til it hit the ground. The way it looked and played was almost similar to the one you did as a kid(at least I did) where you'd hit a balloon back and forth and try to keep it in the air(it's really hard to explain lol). This girl and my brother were playing with  a pink frisbee, at one pass she overshot it, and it went over my brother's head. I was close behind him, so I was able to catch it and pass it back.

For a brief moment, it switches to this almost arena-like room. There are crowds of people watching people in the ring. they have bows and arrows made from toilet paper rolls, sticks, and what looking like a fishing wire that was only as big as your hand. I heard a voice say, 'as long as they don't pull back too hard, they won't cut their fingers'. It zooms into the hand(looked feminine) of one of the 'archers'. They're the goal was to take their little bow and arrow, and knock over a metal samurai action figure. The person lit her bow on fire, took the shot, and knocked over the action figure.

switches back to the poolside, we're all taking a stroll(mama, me, brother, and that chick). We went to walk out the gate, and as I closed the gate behind me, my mom said, 'really Kacie? you're gunna shut the door in front of your brother like that?'. 'oh crap. whoops! sorry!' i said as I opened it back up. He just laughed and kept walking. He and the girl continued on, I guess they were leaving, and I and mama were headed back in the gate. As mama closed the gate, I saw a little baby in a magenta bathing suit crawling towards the entrance. 'really mom!? you're lock out a baby?' I asked, half jokingly per her comment just a moment earlier. "oh my gosh!" she said getting really flustered and fumbled to open the gate back up. "I'm so sorry!" she said.

8-29-16

I'm in this big storage/warehouse type building. on the inside were shades of pale blues and greens and a little white. There were big metal cages, like bigger versions of the kennels you would see in an animal control truck, all along the wall, and a ver dirty table with various tools towards the middle. There were 5-6 people watching over the place. One of the 6, was the boss man. While they seemed to be all happy gung-ho type people, if you paid close enough attention, you could see the falsity of their appearance they were portraying. I was one of many in the cages. I had been watching and had planned my escape. Somehow I got my cage door open. All of them started headed towards me, the boss asks "how'd you get out? what are you doing?". I then proceed to pull peppermints out of my pocket and throw them in the air. 4 of the 6 immediately went for the candy, 1 just stared trying to resist, and the boss man just glanced and kept walking. So then I pulled out handfuls of skittles out of pocket and pretty much 'made it rain'(yea super weird I know lol). At this point, they're all now on the floor trying to gather all the candy before the others. I kept pulling out and throwing more skittles as I ran past and out the building. Outside seemed to me a huge car junkyard with only a single path out the gate.

switches to me being in a small room with two people. A man and his wife. They have a jacuzzi in their living room. The wife is in it, and the husband and I are sitting nearby. We were having a conversation about something but I can't recall what. I know the end result was me standing up and then running out the door.

switches to me standing in front of a bunch of sand pillars and walls. I nervously look over my shoulder and hear the boss man from before yelling 'she's here somewhere! find her!'. I ran in this maze type place. On various walls were really pretty artwork pieces. But being pressed on time, I didn't have time to stop and smell the roses so to speak. Turn here, turn there, I made it somewhere close to the middle somehow, which would have been really impossible to get that far normally. I rounded a corner and there was this man in a silver half mask, dressed in all black. 'oh, you made it!' he said and flashed a smile. 'this way then. quickly, quickly!' he said and proceeded to quickly navigate the rest of the maze taking me in deeper, eventually to the center. At the end, there was a couple more turn, but at this point, I had lost sight of him. But I had figured it out. As I entered the area, it was almost cave like. There was a bed with red sheets, a long wooden table with lots of good food on it, candles were lit even though at the back of this 'room' there was a hole where the sunlight was illuminating the whole place. The man was sitting there at the table drinking some wine. 'ah good. you found it ok. worried there for a second.' he said after taking a sip.

Sunday, August 28, 2016

Puzzling

8-27-26

Ive had the same dream 2 days in a row. Now matter how hard i try to remember all of it i just cant. The only parts i remember are the beginning and towards the end. Im hanging out with a group of people having a good time. Then next I remember, me and these same people are and running around everywhere. Were all dressed in balck outfits, we have big black guns, and in the end i get cornered by two black shadowy dogs, and being cornered by them wasnt a good thing. 

Thursday, August 25, 2016

taken

8-24-16(whole thing was 3rd person view)

Im in a school. Im snooping around, people who have been normally causing a little trouble here and there had been taking a drastic change, then disappearing.  It had happened to one of my friends. She wouldn't talk about what happened, all i know is she went from hell raiser to model citizen after an accident. Im seeking all these people out wondering whats going on.

This guy was at football practice. I gave a little wave and went to check on another friend at a movie theater turned giant 'repentance box' (for lack of better wording). I walk in, and now i take on someone elses view. Theres a guy looking for his brother. 'Hey man, you ok?' He asked when he finally found him. The brother was crying, 'yea. Im uh..im-im ok' he said as he gave off a weak smile. The guy who snuck in had a flash back of passing off some fake papers as some important guy that would give him top access in the building. He had dropped it off and then after a few seconds started huffing. The guard gave off this creepy smile, handed the papers back, and said 'ok, you're good to go'. Then it switched back to the brothers. Looking just past his brother, was a man dressed as a priest. 'Come on. Lets go' said the guy to his brother and they left. It switches back to me, im standing in front of a mirror with a gold frame. I was crying and very angry. 'How can they be fooled that easily?! How can they not see it?!' Im hanging my head in frustration, and in the mirror something is moving behind me, i get another 'vision' in the building. Its the priest. He laughing about something til he realizes a particular door is open, and only staying mostly shut because of the chain lock. He went from laughing to pale in the face mortified in .3 seconds. 'No...no! Youre not suppose to be open! Youre not suppose to be here!' He cried out trying to close the door. I had another scene going on also abouth the other guys brother. But the door would not close, he yelled, everything went black. Scene once again came back to me, but this time, noticing there's something behind me. It went from shadowy figure to taking on the guise of a 5'7" man in jeans, a red shirt, black leather jacket, black eyes, and starting to bald. 'No you cant have him!' I shreiked as i whipped around to face him. He slammed me up against the brown nightstand type table that was in front of the mirror hard enough to break it. We fought and after a i got a good hit in, he disappeared. I stood up with blood running down the side of my face and looked out the front door.

Back in the school, were filing in to an auditorium for a play. I seek out my guy friend but it's dark. I sat down inbetween two other guys. They're both siting there very ridged. I grab the hand of the one on my left and hugged him, he immediately relaxed.  'Have you seen him?' I asked. The one on my right said he was next to him. I leaned forward and saw him just the next seat over. 'He said me and you can switch seats if you want.' He said. I sat back and shook my head. 'No its ok right here.' I replied. I kept holding the ones hand, put my arm around around the one on my right, and placed my hand on the shoulder of the third while the guy on my right placed his head on my shoulder. They all relaxed as we stared off to the stage that gave off a light-blue light. The only light that allowed you to see just enough in the room.

Im at a diner. I walk in and look around. Im looking for those boys. Everyone's eerily quiet with very sad expressions. I walk towards the back near the bar that allowed you to see into the kitchen. There was a bigger woman there seemingly sadder than the rest. I began to feel sad myself after looking at her. She looked at me, 'are they..?' I asked. It seemed i had already knew the answer before she shook her head and looked down at her table. As the words started coming out my mouth my chest hurt. I sat down at the booth next to her and stared at the floor. 

Friday, August 19, 2016

killer of kings

8-18-16

Hello, all! Today's blog is gunna be pretty short. Crappy sleep = fewer dreams, if at all. But at least, this time, I remembered something to share with you guys!

I'm in a cave with someone else. I have no idea how we're moving around in this cave because it's so dark we could barely make out each other's silhouettes. He led, I simply followed trying to step exactly where did. It seemed like only a few minutes had passed. We navigated through pretty easily til we came to this branch off of the cave. It was a short stretch, and big enough for me and this guy to stand side by side and just barely not touch the wall. When we got to this spot, we crouched down and slowly made our way towards the end of the hall that opened to a medium sized room of some sort. In the middle was this golden object that was somehow alive. This golden object was a large sphere shape, made out of gold, and had all sorts of intricate markings engraved into it. 'there's the king' the guy said in a hushed tone. I peeked around him to look. I saw the object, but around the object, you couldn't see the floor at all. Everywhere in this room was pitch black except for the golden thing and the small amount of light coming off of it. 'ok, so how are we suppose to get around them?' I whispered back as a snake-like shape started to pass and wrap around the object. Although very dark, you could tell there were other shadows beginning to stir also, some darted back and forth in front of the object. 

Monday, August 15, 2016

The Sandpit

8-14-16

There's a small refugee type camp that I'm in. Scrap metal from various buildings and planes had been recovered and turned into makeshift stores and houses. No matter where you were, nowhere in particular was truly a 'safe zone'. As long as you stay in your area you are, but as soon as you step even a single foot out of your camp, anything could happen. The creatures that would pop up were pretty bad, but the people who were able to thrive and roam around were the ones to fear most. Every few yards a random football field size terrain would be in any region. My camp was in a forest, and a few yards off was a sand patch with some randomly placed holes here and there, and a gigantic, 2-story tall dirt pile in the very center. then all around the patch, was more forest, except for the southern spot away from the sand grounds and the camp. There was  about 2-300 yards of a clearing and a very old, vine-covered building.

I was in line for food and something to drink at our little camps kitchen. There weren't many people, but I decided to go off to the side and sit on a pile of black-colored dirt cuz I was feeling particularly lazy that morning. A couple friends, a boy and a girl, came over and we were all chatting and laughing away when the cook called us in. At this point, the cook called me into a room by myself. The lady herself was a bit tall, 5'9" maybe, she was also about my age and scrawny. She had long straight blonde hair and was wearing an actual chef outfit vs the clothes with a dirty apron like the others there. It was a poorly lit office type area. There was only a pile of filled black trash bags, almost set up to where it looked like a chair. She pulled out this almost glowing pink substance. "I made a new drink!" she said excitedly. "seriously?! you try it yet?!" I asked back just as excited. "yep! here!" she said grinning as she tossed it to me. For a moment her face didn't quite seem like her normal face, almost menacing, but it passed so quickly I thought maybe I was just seeing things. I stared at her for a moment quizzically. "what?'' she asked. I squinted my eyes then just shrugged. "nothing. bottoms up!" I said forcing a smile. It was only a tiny little vial, like the ones doctors use to draw blood, but as soon as I swallowed, everything started getting real blurry. All I could barely make out was the lady leaning forwards smiling before completely blacking out.

I came to finally. It seemed not too long of time had passed. The sun was high in the sky, it was probably somewhere between 11-1. When my head cleared a little more, I looked around. In front of me, was the building to the south of the camp and the 'sand trap' as it was called. I also came to this other realization. My hands had been tied behind my back, and I was leaning against a hovercraft. The outside was painted with great detail to reflect it's surroundings  to be completely camouflaged. I spun around to look, and it's like I was staring at my camp off in the distance beyond the sandpit, except at the proximity I was I was, and the fact I had been leaning on it, you could see the bolts of the little carrier. A man came from around the corner and flashed a smile upon seeing me. 'oh so you're awake.' he said. He, like the woman, was tall, but he was a bit older. His dark brown hair was starting to gray here and there, but he was still very handsome. Yet, at the same time, I knew that was also part of the danger to him, he was in a black shirt, arctic colored camo pants, and black boots. He was also very well built. He walked over to me and easily picked me up off the ground by my arm. "let go have a little chat shall we" he said, cooly. The hovercraft, on the inside, was more like a camper on the inside. wide enough for two people to squeeze by each other, a kitchen set with a little stove, the fold out table and seats, a bed on one end, and the place for the driver to drive at the other.

He had me pinned against the table. I knew exactly what he wanted, and what he was mostly likely to do afterward. There was a knife he had stabbed into the table behind me, and my body acted instinctively to distract him of remembering this fact(we'll keep it as pg as possible in case of any young readers). I bumped him back a bit and got myself to sit on the table closer to the knife so cutting the rope off wouldn't be obvious. As I had quickly sat on the table and got it lined up perfectly within a whole second. I looked up with a 'well, come get me' look. He smirked and came closer. After a minute, i finally cut through the rope. I immediately shoved him back, drove my knee home, then bashed his head against the corner of  the wall. As he fell to the ground, i ran outside, A couple of my friends happen to sneak outside the camp and had come around the corner. "run!" i said, grabbing their hands as i ran past them. I caught a glance behind me and the man was bolting out the door towards us. I knew there wasnt time to think, and the only thing i knew that would have the highest success rate for survival was to run through the sand pit. "RUN!" i screamed, my friends were close behind me, i was headed for the dirt mound. "what are you-?!" one began, "dont go near the holes!" i said cutting him off and still running. We were about halfway to the mound when the ground began to shake. Large tentacles popped through the hole, and new holes were now being formed as it broke through new ground. As we made it to mound, i began climbing, frantic at this point, wondering if i made the right decision to cross through here. At that moment, I heard a scream from a male voice. My friends climbed passed me as i looked behind me, but the man was gone. I continued climbing, and sat next to my two friends. The tentacles were slowly descending back into the ground, and we sat there facing the camp, watching the sun set.

I'm back at camp, I had snuck off back to the kitchen. The lady was sitting on her 'chair' looking at me curiously. Her eyes read 'what did you come back for?'.  I looked away and grabbed my left arm nervously. "you have anymore of that drink?'' i mumbled, looking slightly past her at the wall. She flashed a smile. "i'll need a couple more ingredients to make it" she said with a fox like smile.

Friday, August 12, 2016

They're not real people

8-11-16

I cant recall a whole lot of this dream. I know I kept getting kidnapped by things that looked like people, but they weren't really people. I was taken from a plane, held hostage with children on a couple beaches, in a city, on a boat, in buildings. Each time I was taken it ended the same, they were fixing to kill me or move me again, and a huge group of people would rush in. The leader of the operation would grab me and run, and everyone else would fight. Each Time I was rescued id say the same thing, 'they're not human, you need to kill them. They won't stop'. 

Tuesday, August 2, 2016

Bad Idea

8-1-16

driving with a couple other girls. we stop at this house. although pretty, it just seems off somehow. kinda like in those horror films where you see this dressed up, really nice house but you're already screaming at the TV telling the characters NOT to get that house type off. It's empty, and we go inside. One girl who had long, straight, dark brown hair wanted to stay a while, she had on this cute white with floral patterned romper with a light brown belt. She sat at the table and proceeded to drink tea that already set up on the table. The other girl, straight, long, blonde hair in a white dress with a jean jacket, and I decided that place was a no go so we went outside. we were in the front yard and growing really tired of waiting on her. I look over and she's still sipping tea from this really expensive looking china set and reading a book. 'oh my god, are you serious?' I groaned, 'that's it, I'm done. this place is creepy and I wanna go'. the blonde just nodded her head and headed towards the red truck to sit down and get further away from the house. 'Oh, I know! why don't we just leave her here for a bit and take the truck for a spin?' I suggested. 'no...I don't think that's a good idea..' she said slowly. 'aw, come on. it's just for a few minutes.' I said. 'well..ok...I guess..' she said. I cranked up the truck and drove off. It was having a hard time going unless the gas pedal was pushed all the way into the floorboard. "what in the world?!'' I remarked frustrated. I looked at the meter and that tank was just above the empty line. we had gone all of 500ft. "ugh..of course that's why she settled in. there's a gas station just down the road. we should barely make it" I said. The road we were headed down on was nothing but dead grass and dead trees. you would think it was fall, but the temperature said otherwise. Down the road, on the highway, and right as we hit the gas station the truck shut off and we had just enough momentum to roll up to the gas pump. As we came to a complete stop, a gold car swung around and passed us, almost hitting the truck. 'what's his deal?' I asked. 'i don't know. I'm going inside to eat something.' the blonde said. 'no, don't go-' i started to say as the door was slammed in my face '-in there'. I lowered my head a bit and gave a big sigh. I filled the tank up and went inside to retrieve my friend. She was sitting at a little white metal coffee table, drinking coffee from a white tea cup. 'Hey, come on. we need to get back' I said, 'don't need her getting any more upset than she probably already is'. She just sat there in a trance-like state for a moment before slowly getting up. I turned around and a mechanic was looming in the doorway. 'how do you plan on paying for that?' he asked in a scruffy voice. I grabbed my friend's hand and tried to run to make a break for the truck.

Thursday, July 28, 2016

A bulding of many things

7-28-16

It starts off in a skyscraper type building, multiple changes on multiple floors. so for the sake of extra 2-3 seconds of typing, take the gaps as a sign of the shift in scene, although it will be very obvious.
description of the building: surprisingly,despite it being unknowingly in Minecraft, this is almost exactly what the setting was like. except real. There was also a more intricate, and very elegant criss-cross layer under a series of perfectly placed diamond shapes flowing all through the design. It was the only black building, only made of the metal support framework, the rest was different shades of black glass which encased the outside building which added to its beauty and special intricate design. but on the inside...well, here comes the icing on the cake. unfortunately, as beautiful and interesting how the inside is, I'm not sure I can detail it enough to fairly give you the full view of all the rooms and do justice to how pretty certain rooms are.

I'm in the black skyscraper, not sure what floor, but I know it was high enough to just cover up the view from the sidewalk below to the next building, even if you got really close to the glass. As dark as the windows seemed to be, you could see clear as day as if outside, but outside, it's like you were passing by a multitude of black mirrors. I was next to an office and began to wander around.

It's an aquatic room. huge tanks like you would see in an aquarium. The water inside the tanks the water would go from a light blue, down to a deep turquoise color, then, the deeper the water spot, the darker the water got. Sharks, angel fish, clown fish, all sorts of fishes more on the tropic side. the walls were a light tan color, other places more a sandstone color. All throughout the walls were brightly colored tiles made out in the shape of various fish and sea creatures. Reds, blues, pinks, yellows, browns. The amazing things about those particular bits were those parts were actually stained glass, not actual tile. Here and there in random points, you could see the actual fish behind a particular stained glass area, it was actually another mini tank, but you had to pay close attention to tell what was just for looks, and what was more of a 'hidden gem'. There was a single large window, placed just right, to where when the sun came in it would hit the stained glass just right it the room would illuminate itself even off the tiniest ray of light. Colors would dance all over the walls and the floors, yet there was never a heat flux in the room, it stayed nice and cool.

I'm in a giant black area with my husband. The whole entire room, even the walls, and ceilings were made of black marble, and there were also various pillars stationed around the corners. What made this room probably my favorite in the whole dream, was the pillars, up at the very top, gave off a light of either red, green, yellow, or blue depending on the corner. It gave off just enough light to see others, yet it was still soft enough to not disturb the beauty in this room. The black marble had gold thin veins running through them, and specs of glow in the dark paint  that glowed in a manner to be offset by the shine of the gold in various spots to where it looked like you were walking on and surrounded by stars.

The last few top floors were just for outside appearances, what was really going on up there were races. Any car, being a beater, a sports car, a dune buggy, go-kart, a semi-truck, it would join the race that happened up there. I was in a blue car, just a typical normal stock everyday car. The track itself was twists and turns, as that of a maze, from start to finish, you could do whatever you needed to, to win first place. Some places, the terrain was either sand, dirt, concrete, or asphalt. Round and round, left here, sharp right there, slide sideways across the whole sand patch here, dirt and dust flew everywhere, a semi was trying to take me out, but my car was small enough to just barely sweep under it. In the end, I won the race barely, the last turn I kicked the car sideways and gunned it in reverse. The semi that was tailing me blew its engine as it also smashed into the wall narrowly missing me. I finished the race driving in reverse over the line. it was only big enough for one vehicle anyway.

The next room was more of a dance and theater room for children. The room was simple. The top half was a smooth wall, white, and the bottom half and trim were made of wooden slabs. There was big, empty area for the kids to gather, play games, dance their hearts out, and further off in the back was a stage. simple wooden one, with dark green curtains. From how they were all dressed, it seemed like they were having tryouts to see who was gonna be a huntsman and who was gonna be little red riding hood. The area they played and practiced in would easily be filled with chairs for parents. Cheers and laughter were almost all you could hear in the room. You could view it from the slight upper part that would serve almost as a balcony. It remained empty until there was a show of some sorts, and only a single bench remained in place along the back wall next to the two doors. On the bench sat an old, scruffy looking man. He was dressed almost like he would be the huntsman himself if he was a lot older lol. His hair was snow white, his green cape was tattered with age, his skin was tan and almost leathery. You could tell in real life, he was a very hard worker, and that at his age it was starting to show. I walked through the 2nd door, it would lead either to other floors and offices or if you knew your way around, the hall leading to the backstage area. I ventured down the hallway a bit to a room that was slightly out of the way to the backstage area. The walls were the same as the theater part, except the top half was painted a beige color, with an offset dark wood on the bottom. There were a couple red lounge chairs and an old red couch, in the center, a light brown wooden coffee table with glass in its center. There was a small window, and a very old wolf-looking dog was sitting on the couch. Almost as if it were depressed. I went and stroked his surprisingly soft fur. He looked at me for a moment then back out the window. Just then, a young gentleman in a white button up shirt and dirty looking brown pants came in the room. He was tall, slightly tan, dark brown soft eyes, short dark brown hair. 'come on old pup, it's time to go. I'll leave you with him for a moment. But you have to come ok?' i said softly to the dog and went back to sit with the old man. As I sat down he said 'I see you didn't have any luck either'. I looked at him and smiled, 'he's coming, he's a bit old and I left him with my best dog handler. Poor thing seems awfully sulky though' I frowned. 'yea, he got into it with a tree. left some nastl splinters in his nose.' he said sadly, 'I took him to the vet, they got out all the splinters, but he still seems like he's hurt despite the fact' he finished. I looked at the door to see one happy old dog bounding out the door. 'There you are boy! just in time, and look at you all happy!' i said. The old man sat up rather shocked. The gentlemen from earlier came trailing behind him smiling, 'quick old thing!' he exclaimed. Then he bent down close to my face smiling and held up a single hair-thin sliver of wood. 'it seems they missed a piece.' he said.


this is my land

7-27-16

Im at a tournament cheering on some friends with some other friends. We just hit a break where they could go roam around, rest then recoup for 'strategies'. I wander off by myself and theres a handsome guy in all black with me. Think he was one in the tournament. We ventured outside and took a ride in a black car. We ended up losing track of time.
*change*

Im sneaking in through the back where all the locker rooms are. I passed through by a purple room, green, bkue, and stopped by a white room for a brief moment. The coach in there was very angry and was planning something shady. I snuck past that room and made it back to the bleachers. Cheers erupted(i took on the view of another)and saw myself turn to look at someone else and wave.
*change*

Theres a greasy haired, weasle looking guy riding a giant snake. He was taking someone's land and was going to destroy their home. Me and 3 other people beat him to the house, which was more like a very old camper, and we gathered weapons and set up everything. Bow and arrow, rocket launcher, AR's, knifes, short swords. The man had shown up the same time a heavy dust storm came in, but we still won
*change*

Still at the camper, it was nightfall. Me and the same handsome boy from earlier were there. There was also a pool out front and someone was cooking on the grill. I got out the pool and the guy sat next to me. We both just looked up at the stars that completely blanketed the sky.


Saturday, July 23, 2016

Ninja school and a birthday

7-22-16

I'm in, what appears to be, a converted mall. It's a very crowded two-story building. There are numerous odd placed bookshelves, but, instead of books, it had food and other miscellaneous items. Me and other numerous kids are broken into 2 man teams training and were all wearing all black. I and my team are dodging in and out of bookshelves, others are leaping from bookshelf to bookshelf. I and my group are on the top floor. We reached and entryway to a room that had no door. I and the guy I was with stood up. "Lets a take break and get something to eat." the guy said. "Ok. Sounds good"I replied standing up. The guy was tall, approaching 6ft, black straight hair that went just past his ears, skinny, and tan skin. I looked over my shoulder and saw another student jumping down to the first floor, then proceeded to walk into the room we stopped in front of. It was a decent sized room, one a teenager would be happy with. The carpet is a faded, dirty blue, and the floor is littered with water bottles and random chip bags along the wall. He was already sitting with a bag of chips with his back facing a wall to where he could also keep an eye on the doorway.
*change*

I'm in a HUGE park. There are kids everywhere running around and playing. I was nervous about some creature that was trying to show up that would start destroying the earth. But I did my best to have as much fun as possible. I had a black phone and was in charge of taking and posting all the pictures for Mrs. S for the party she was throwing for a particular child. The child was a girl, her natural red-headed roots were showing from her black dyed hair. Her eyes were creepingly dark to where they looked black, and her seemingly dead looking smile didn't help. I walked around getting pictures right and left, between the playground equipment and the 3 big bouncy castles that were there, no kid was left bored or waiting to play anywhere. I felt the urge to put my phone down and walk off through the woods to a close by lake. I did so, my phone was acting up anyways. As I arrived, I found two other boys who apparently had the same idea. A ver quick red beam would shoot and these weird crystals would start to form. All we could think of to do was to smash the crystals. But when one set would get destroyed, another would pop up a split second later. I looked at the two boys, who just nodded as if they knew what I was going to say, nodded back, and then left back to the party.
*change*

Back at the party, they were fixing to sing 'happy birthday' they had a pinkish-red, and white cake out, and a single candle was lit. My phone was still displaying patches of glitches. They had to track down the birthday girl anyway so, I restarted my phone and walked into this building, a rec room I suppose, to get a drink. My Aunt T accompanied me, asking to see my phone. I handed it to her real quick, got a drink of water, and headed back to the table. I sat down and they were trying to start singing. "hang on! hang on!" I said trying to find the phone. "where in the world - Aunt T, where'd you put my phone?!" I asked. She looked at me and said, "oh well, it's messed up, so I put it in the cubby inside the building".  With a sigh, I got up and walked off back towards the building. "well, I guess since we have a little more time while she gets her phone..." is all I heard Mrs. S say as I continued walking. I found the phone in the dark green cubby that was set up. most of it was filled. jackets, sweaters, purses, keys, shoes, bottles of water, chip bags, and other things filled up these cubbies. I found my phone on top of a thin, yellow sweater. I grabbed it and made it back out to the table where they were finishing up the birthday song. I hear screaming and take off. There was a man with stringy, thin, black hair, he was walking around in only black pants. His arms were oddly long and bent in a weird shape. He slammed his hands on the red picnic table in front of him and roared. Legit, roared, and as his did so, his mouth seemed to unhinge, like a snake when it's eating an egg too large for its mouth. All his teeth were sharp and jagged. The creature made it.
*change*

I was walking around and ended up near a cul-de-sac. I saw a boy version of the girl previously mentioned, fumbling around with a bike. I looked up towards a house, and the same girl was coming out of it, Mrs S behind her telling her, "be careful and don't get in trouble!" and she went back inside. The girl put her helmet and helped the boy put on his and they began riding down the street, waving as they went past me.

Thursday, July 21, 2016

The dragon, a wrong turn, flaming airplanes

7-20-16

Me and a unit are holed up in a cave. We have all sorts farm animals and food growing down there. Theres a black and grey dragon that circles by and will stalk the place the for days a at a time.  We had a run to do, so there was no choice in leaving.im trying to get my dog and a deer back in the cave. Either back towards camp, or in one of the animal pens. The dog went back towards the camp, the deer was too terrified to move. So i picked her up and put her in a pen. We the. Moved quickly firing off shots, and going back in the cave. It was almost like a refugee/training camp. I kept messing up and was told to knock it off. I picked up a sort of bomb, and then just stood there like I brain dumped what to do. So a guy took it and threw it towards the dragon and we ducked back deep in the cave. We sat near a gray metal door that had some funky green colored light coming from it. Then we all ran to this bathroom. For some reason, i had the girls with me. We found a place in the stall to sit. They girls looked out the window and were completely amazed at seeing a dragon. It was almost time to start moving again.
*change*

Im driving, daddy is in the car with me. We were driving somewhere, i ended up taking a wrong turn.  "Crap..i took a wrong turn" i said. " its ok. We can make it from here" said daddy. We passed a military base that had all sorts of blue signs with white letters. So many you could hardly see the gate from the road. Let alone read the words cuz of how lit up it was so there was a lot of light reflection. I kept driving past it.
*change*

Im on a plane. The pilot and attendants asked people on board to get off. Someone had gotten sick so they had to disinfect the plane. I was on to try to get my seat early. It was a small plane, and the pilots had so cut off cabin. I sat right behind the single pilot, and asked what was going on. Across from me there was a grate to cargo hold beneath the flame. I saw smoke start to rise so i leaned forward. I could see the flames dance as they grew higher. "Uh, your planes on fire" I said glancing over at the fire extinguisher. "I dont know how to put it out. Well have to call someone." Was his reply. "Thats easy. I can do it" i said picking up the fire extinguisher. "You really know how to use that thing?" He asked. "Yea...you pull the pin, and squeeze the nozzle." I responded, shocked that he didnt know. "Oh ok. Well, go for it" he said putting his attention back out towards the window. I pulled the pin, aimed the nozzle, and squeesed the handle. They fire went out quickly. As i set it down, i heard a "meow". "Its ok kitty. We're all good now. Ill get you in a minute". 

Friday, July 15, 2016

BBQ, the Questionable Church, and Spaceships

7-14-16

I'm driving with the girls to meet my spouse and some friends for a cookout. We get there and there's a handful of people there already. I had this dog I'm puppy sitting with me. Husband and our dog is there already, as well as another guy who had a completely tan german shepherd. One of our buddies was manning the grill, burgers, chicken, hot dogs, normal bbq foods. I let the pup loose to go play, said a quick 'hey' to everyone there, and then told my husband we were off to check out this church. He said ok, and to not take too long leaving. So off we went across the street.
*change*

We're in the church, and I walk the girls to their Sunday school class. The walls were made of wooden slats and a dark mahogany color. The carpet was a very old faded blue. There was a big single roundtable for all the kids to sit at. but there were so many kids, some had to sit on the floor. They were coloring, but there was no real lesson, the teacher was very snappy and didn't want anyone over a certain height to be in the classroom. So, sarcastically, even though they were of age for that particular class, I hastily measured the girls and went 'oh looks like your too tall for the class! guess we need to go!' and we walked out the classroom. I looked back to see the teacher cutting a nasty look in my direction as she continued to just let the kids color.
*change*

We're outside the church, and I saw these windows darken, not just lights out darken, but almost as  if they had instantly been tinted. So dark that even from the inside, it seemed, you wouldn't be able to see outside. I had the girls get in my red truck as I said bye to everyone. I looked over my shoulder to see my husband making his way towards me.
*change*

I have no idea what's going on, but I know I'm on a spaceship, and we're going from place to place to try to stop some sort of invasion. it was like Battlestar Galactica spaceships. We were also equipped with stormtrooper style guns. I remember seeing one creature type thing. It was black, and almost a gooey sludge like form. We would go from ship to ship, adding to our armada.  Each ship we would encounter, there would be these things, We'd take them out, mend up the crew, and they would join our ranks. Last I remember, I think our ranks had about 20 full crewed ships and we were still going.

Wednesday, July 13, 2016

lost in translation

7-12-16

this silly fairy tale has me back in a store working a register. I'm pretending to do something as I hear this Japanese couple(mind you I've been binge watching anime) off to my right slightly behind me. The man was not being very kinda to his spouse. he was saying things like 'hurry up stupid', 'you're such a b***h', while smacking her and shoving her around. Well, I didn't take kindly to that(neither would I if was opposite roles). I turned around, and was speaking to him..in Japanese(which I only know very minuscule basics), telling him how he should act better. That his wife chose to abandon her family for him and that merits some respect and scolded him some more letting him know how much of a dirtbag he was. The female came in between us and slapped me as he went to retort to mind my own business. Even in my sleep in could feel the sting of it. I looked up at him, and said, 'you treat her like she's trash yet here she is defending you still'. I then turned my gaze to her and she took a couple quick steps back. 'i'm sorry' i said, 'it wasn't my place to say that much to him. and for that, i apologize'(all in Japanese while shoppers stared out of curiosity as to what was going on).
*change*

I and the mother unit were sitting on a train. I looked out the window, and it almost seemed like we were crossing a mix of a countryside and a desert. There was a Japanese lady across from mama, and next to mama, was an older Japanese man. he was trying to speak to mom but she couldn't understand him. I relayed the first message, and my mom smiled. He said something else, it was slightly inaudible. I went to speak to him, but my voice just wouldn't work. The lady across from mama gently touched my hand. 'i can translate for you if you'd like' she said with a gentle smile. I slightly smiled and nodded my head. Mama looked at me still for translations, but I just couldn't speak for the gentleman. But the lady could. (this parts might seem a little confusing) I could no longer understand or speak to the man. The lady could speak to me and the man for translation purposes, and I could only speak to my mom and the lady. It's like somehow I lost how to translate but not really? I would get feelings about what he was saying, but I just couldn't open my mouth to speak. eventually, it got difficult to even speak to the lady. difficult, but manageable. I don't remember the conversation, due to me being stressed and shocked that all of a sudden I could no longer understand almost anything anyone was saying. even my own mother's words started to become muffled.

Sunday, July 10, 2016

Beneath the surface

7-9-16

Im in a store. From What it seemed, i opened up a little artsy store. The bottom half of the walls were all chalkboards paint. I was just finishing the walls so nothing was put together at all. Some pieces were already marked with tiny little scribbles, as if a child had been in there already. I wiped my forehead and headed outside. There was a bunch of other little outlet stores. Place seemed pretty scarce, or maybe i just didnt notice anyone. I did notice all the windows in the other stores had dark tinted windows. I casually walked off to meet with mama. As i exited out the fence gate, i caught the woman smoking(which is something she would never do period). "Mom!? Are seriously smoking?!" She was wearing this black beanie and a jean jacket. Almost as if she were trying to 'go unnoticed'. 'Just one' she said. I rolled my eyes, and we just started walking.
*change*

 There was a get together at (well call him g) G's house. Typical, nice, white suburb house. he had a deck in the backyard and the stairs were splitting and falling apart. Wood wasnt rotten it looked like fresh wood planks. As me, G, and (another person who will simply be A[privacy reasons of course])A went down, the steps started falling apart and splitting almost like key parts were disappearing causing them to crack. I made a 'im not that fat' comment and he just smiled his usual smile and softly said 'thats alright. I can fix it. Its not a problem'. he had a wooden 'man shed' in back, off to the right. It almost seemed like A was having a party or something. There were other people there but they all seemed more like silhouettes. there was this boy, probably about my height(5'6"), maybe a inch taller. Buzz cut, blonde hair,  greyish blue eyes, gold round rimmed glasses(smaller version of harry potter glasses) and for the 6th time he went to G about marrying A. Guess this was the last straw cuz G picked up a chainsaw and the 5other guys in  the 'man shed' with him picked up various tools and ran him off. G's face turned redder than a cooked lobster he was so mad at that boy. Even in my dream he seemed like a nice kid but something was obviously off with him.
*change*

Me and group of 8 other men were running through the woods. And quite swiftly, almost kinda like a pack-like formation, the weaker ones in the back, i lead, two males slightly behind me on both sides, and it would fill in accordingly in the middle. We were still kept pretty spread out to cover optimal ground. We were running from something, and trying to hunt food at the same time. Running and running, seemed to never have stopped for miles. Eventually we all seemed to have packed in a bit, and we lept...off a cliff...into a lake. As we started descending, blue sparks popped here and there, and these size of a human, mutated tadpoles popped out in front of each of us. These creatures, like tadpoles, had the longish tail, the 4 'arms', and the head. The difference, they had partially webbed hands and feet to walk on with large cat like claws. Their head instead of a frog like feature, was more like the alien creature from alien vs predator. They were gray and had varying black markings, with glowing, yellow eyes, that seem to pierce through you. As we hit the water i opened my eyes. The lake was full of them and we gained their attention. Me and 5-6 others made it out the water. More or leas it was almost like I was teleported out the water.  'Good thing she survived and her husband came to save her. He'd of questioned his meal' said a guy as he was gasping for air. I glanced over in his direction as he tolled to his back. I was panting, drenched, and feeling like I failed. All i could do was stared at this ginormous black wolf sadly. But the wolf  only lowered his head and looked at me, as if concerned, with his soft yellow eyes.

Saturday, July 9, 2016

Catch em all

7-8-16

Im running all over the place. Im in a white red and black outfit. Im determined to run around and catch as many pokemon as i can. Chancey, jiggly puff, squirtle, tentacool, rattata, pidgeotto, etc. primarily i was after charizard. Id try to catch him, but he kept coming out the pokeball last minute then he would literally just vanish. So im just running and running all over the place nonstop. Forever catching various pokemon while hunting down charizard. Never catching him. 

Thursday, July 7, 2016

Chaotic brain

7-7-16

My brains been all sorts of jumbled all i can remember lately are a few picese here and there.

In a kitchen cleaning and someones trying to disturb my work

Theres 3 females blonde, red head, and brunette wearing black, thick, jackets with white fur around them

Yet again in a kitchen being bothered.

Lots of running and dodging to things

Tuesday, July 5, 2016

The Gold Mist

6-13-16

I was leaving this house. Where I was going, I don't remember. But i knew it was  important. A guy yelled back from behind me. "Hey! Dont forget to change if you need to!" He said. "I know. I will" i replied, and kept walking. As i walked i looked behind me and the house disappeared leaving behind only this glowing, mist-like, gold color, that would seem to dance as a breeze passed.
*change*

I was caught, and tied to a chair. 'No matter what i tried, i couldnt shake these guy!' I thought to myself angrily. As the ones who caught me went to grab something, i looked over my shoulder and saw that gold color mist just behind me. The ropes came undone. The ones who had captured me werent happy and knew immediately i was loose. i changed into a mouse and scurried off through the now gold, mist-like substance that i used as cover to hide and escape. 

Thursday, June 30, 2016

Most boring dream ever

6-29-16

I kid you not. In my book this os my most boring dream. Ready?

I kept mopping a floor that just wouldnt get clean no matter what cleaner i used or how hard I scrubbed.

tha it. I was cleaning a floor. Not like i dont clean enough during the day..i had to do it in my sleep too >.> sorry for the lame dreams lately guys hopefully in the depths of my brain a goodnone will explode soon

Wednesday, June 29, 2016

OH! Pot Roast!

6-28-16

IF I HAVE ONE MORE DREAM ABOUT FOOD!! STAPH!! ugh anyways. seriously though..shokugeki no soma (link is to the 2nd episode)was the name of the anime i spoke of in a previous post.

So, i'm in a kitchen, and i got this nice lean cut, perfectly marbled, like grade A shoulder roast. From the looks of it, I was just making a simple pot roast....but on a more awesome scale. few spices here, few spices there, chop up some potatoes and veggies over there, whip up this weird marinade concoction(that i wish i could remember), put on the lid and then seemingly after a few minutes i took the lid off and there was this amazing, savory, deep reddish brown, juicy, will melt in your mouth type roast.

so needless to say, i woke up staving yet again. This show seriously has me contemplating going to a culinary school.

Tuesday, June 28, 2016

I need this

6-27-16

So i was binge watching this anime(title is what it was called). 24eps in 2 days. Only because i *have* to go to bed.  Yea yea i know, binge watching is terrible. Anyways it was written by the same guy who wrote SAO(if youve seen that you itll be good). Pretty much is kids that want to be worlds best chef. Like foodgasm in the mouth good. The school they gonto is the best, maybe 10% of the student that go there actually pass hard. Definitely had quite a few wt-?!band ok i have to eat food while I watch this Factors. Im horrible at reviews but i promise. It was an epic show. Anyway, due to the binge watching you can only guess how my dream went.

Im outside of a school, the whole buildings completely white. theres this guy(like a teacher i suppose). Hes just cooking. Inwander around from class to class, take a stroll outside, next thing i lnow im right next to this guy and were seeing who could make the best steak bites. Whip up a special marinade I usually like to use, chop up some onion, salt the meat and sear them to help lock in the juiciness(now im even hungrier T-T). Season some rice, sauté the onions in the residual juices from the pan, mix it all in the rice(you have no idea how much my broke behind wants to go to the store right now just cook this!). I went to take a bite..

then i woke up with stomach growling. Like it felt like i haven't eaten for a couple day growling with additional nauseating hunger pains. I could smell all this in my dream. Well, im off to stuff my face...at least now i have an idea for my menu next week xD


Monday, June 27, 2016

Water everywhere

6-27-16

Deeams the past few days revolved around pools. Sadly i dont remeber most of them but remeber a scene from last night!

Im at a pool. One of my friends and her toddler son was there(s&k). Im just hangin out by the egde. The pool is so full you can really swim. But Theres enough space to walk around a bit and keep cool. I turn my head and the toddler is by himself swimming. Calmly i oicked him up saying 'hey k! Wheres your mommy?' As inturned my head scanning the area. I turn around and S is in a sunranning chair. 'S. Did you know k was in the pool?' I asked. She lifted her head up quickly looking at the baby pool next to her then at me and k fantically. Then k proceeded to take his diaper off and start streaking around. We catch him put a diaper back on him and then get in her red car. 

Thursday, June 23, 2016

Stay out the house*fully updated*

6-22-16

Today we're starting off in a rugged, obviously aged hospital. Im talkin probably made in ww2 and never had any maintenance done. I was being escorted around, seeing various patients the dr wanted me to see. The walls were a faded, dull, green color. As i looked around i peeked around a corner then took a couple steps back. There was a man, probably in his early-mid 50s, who was behind a significantly older looking woman. She was staring off to her right at the floor, and the man was staring at her shoulder with tears going down his face. They were both completely frozen like statues, she never did blink, and the tears running down the mans face never actually fell from his face. 'Wonder what's wrong with them?' I heard a voice say. 'Probably crying cuz he married that extremely old lady' said another and laughter erupted. I went to shoot of disapproval in their direction, but no one was there. I turned back and the couple was gone. I looked over at a tray as I passed by it and stopped again. There were peas and green beans. They were cut into pieces. Blood was coming from the inside of these vegetables. Not ketchup*, like legit blood. I cut a green bean open and blood started pouring out the middle, on the plate. Then i went to a gas station where they fixed phones.
*change*(now that stuffed my face, let get back to it)

Im now being chauffeured down a particular street about 3 brick yet cottage-y looking houses under investigation. House 1, believe it or not the least scary of the 3, was just pitch black. Cant see in the windows at all. I didnt even want to imagine what it was like from the inside. House 2 was pointed out. You could see people staring out eerily out the windows, but they were all frozen in place like the couple from the hospital..well that is unless you got to close and/or turned your back on one that put you in its sights. And 3rd. This one was deemed the scariest. It was a two story house, unlike the single floor home of the other two. I was led inside, safe from anything that would happen. We were greeted by the 1950-60s style-looking house wife. Poofy cruly brown short hair, yellowish-blue dress, white aprin around the waist crisper that winters air. Im talking pristine, head to toe, like straight from a magazine. She would gently smile and charming smile, show you around the house, make you feel at home, led you upstairs, then her face would distort in the most terrifying manner as she would shove you in the bathroom and(for the sake of young eye) well just leave it high end horror story level murder.
*change*

My mom is having a one on one talk with guy who we will just call RL. Im sitting there watching the exchange. My mom spoke of this huge turn out event. There were hundreds of thousands of people there gathered to watch war room and have some type of mass fellowship. RL just stared at her with a slight smile on his face, nodding here and there, as if to say 'go on im listening'. Well mama continued going on about it then said she had changed her mind about it cuz it was just full of flase prophets. 'But you did go it' i tried to interject. But i was ignored on both ends, almost as if I wasnt actually there.*change*

My youngest is playing in the backyard. One of her toys had been thrown by the fence and she wanted to get it. I noticed there was a gap in the fence, but i told her 'ok' and to 'be careful by the fence'. As she picked up her toy a face appeared by the gap. Startled, she jumped back. Just in time too cuz the thing/person on the other side of the fence tried reaching its long pale gray arm through the fence to try to grab her.

Wednesday, June 22, 2016

Motorcycle

6-21-16

Not much to this one. Relatively short.

I just got done with some shopping at A very small shoppette type place. And I noticed this rv parked in the parking lot. It was rather run down, im not sure it could even turn on. I went in as i waited for my brother to pick me up. As i entered i saw an older man, kinda scruffy, his eyes werent very kind. There was also this woman i know named rebecca, and her daughter was there too. I completely ignored the man as if he wasnt there and went to give her a hug. Exclaiming how I haven't  seen her and her daughter in a while and did a little catch up. I hear the sound of a motorcycle outside, so i got up to leave. The not nice looking man stood in my way to block my path. I simply ducked under his arm then bolted out the door as he tried to grab me. I hoped on the motorcycle and went to my moms.
 *change*

My moms house is in this really nice neighborhood. Hers was a beautiful white house, various colored flowers in the flower bed(roses think), perfectly pampered green yard(just how my daddy likes it lol). Now when i say really nice, im talkin bout could easily be a 500k+ house it, and the surrounding neighborhood, was so pretty and just very well manicured. Its dusk, my brother was gunna take me somewhere else, mama was taking my oldest somewhere, and my sister was supose to watch the youngest, but she locked herself in her room, refusing to come out, so now me and my brother had to figure out how to fit all 3 of us on his motorcycle. We ended up taking my car, got on the highway. By this time night had fallen. And we were glad we had taken the car cuz it started to downpour. 

Sunday, June 19, 2016

Look what I found!

6-19-16

Theres not much i remeber from last nights dream except a couple things. i was in the process of moving from this really crappy apartment, like worse than a motel 6 crappy, and i found the cute, fluffy, little black kitten. Naturally i picked it up and took it home. Cuz what mean cruel person could resist a kitty? Especially a baby one. It was the most adorable little kitten ever.

Next part i remeber is this guy and his soon being questioned by a police office and getting busted for  trying to steal gas. But the officer knew what they were planning from the start and they both ended being arrested.

Unfortunately no crazy deams tonight. But hey, everyone needs a break now and then right? Lol

Thursday, June 16, 2016

Elephants and -what is that?!

6-15-16

Its more of a recurring 'vision' than a dream. But each time it terrifies me just the same.

Im in a savannah. The grass is gold in color, the sky is a very dark grey. Black in some parts. As if a massive storm is rolling in. There are 4 adult elephants. 3 have a baby with them. They seemed to have been walking in circles all over the place. I had an elephant baby with me. I would say, 'ok little guy. I think thats your mommy!' And the elephant would look towards me, then to her baby. All the elephants gathered and were rejoicing. The mommy elephant and her found baby lept gently, ran in a circle, then would playfully roll to the ground and cuddle(Something else i wanna point out is these two particular elephants had bright blue eyes).'thats kinda weird haha' id hear my husband say behind me. At that moment, the sky would darken more and id hear this terrible, gut retching, make all the hairs on you body stand on end snarling. I would turn around thinking it was my husband being a jerk. But my husband had turned into a lion, and he would  leap over my head and just run. I wanted to run, but I was too petrified to move as this giant mass of something rapidly got closer. Then it would change to me being in this dank wooden house. My husband is irritated about a bulb not working. We go to bed and my vision self would dream, of that exact same thing. Except my 'dream' self would wake up flailing. Gasping for air. Having this horible image of a blurry horrendous face giving flash images of biting off her own flesh as she seemed to float off the bed, onto the floor, getting tangled up in the bedsheets. Then i would, in real life, jolt awake. 

Wednesday, June 15, 2016

Apologies dear sister

6-14-16

Started off with me at(whats suppose to be) mamas house. Im hurrying to get suitcases packed together(theres a big trip for me, my sister, and stu) go to church, help my sister pack, and get to work at belk(weird how my dreams revolve around my old job still)in a giant mall on time. Then i couldn't remember what time i was supposed to be at work. I have to leave my sisters papers at the house. I load my cruze up, my girls are already in their car seats.
*change*

Im suppose to leave the girls with mama on our trip. We drive off, im still feeling a little anxious. Trying to make sure I remembered everything, trying to make sure im not late for work. I couldnt remeber if i was auppose to be there at 12:00 or 12:30. I decide to just be there at 12:30. Worse case ill lose 30mins of work. As were driving and im done thinking, i take in the scenes. Pretty, fresh growing, light green grass. The road was smooth, yet had obviously seen better days in it 'younger age'. There are all sorts of trees lining along the street. All the leaves are the same light yellow, and a light brown, with a hue of light yellow to them. I cross a set of older train tracks, and hang a left.
*change*

I pull into the church. It looks more like decent sized warehouse, or a really giant shed. Kind like the type you see in smaller towns that have been refurbished to sell bulk items like couches and stuff. The outside was a powdery, light blue color. The inside was a light grey. There were tons of people. And it looked like there was a huge banquet going on. The girls ran off to play as i looked for my husband. I picked a little at food on my towards him. 'There you are. You bout ready?' I asked him. He nodded and scooted to the end of the table for me to sit down. I remember he was wesring a grey shirt.
*change*

We're driving. Hes taking me to work, then well be driving to wherever our big event is. 'Oh crap. You know what. Youre gunna have to take me back to church later for my car. Im sorry!' I said. 'Ok. Thats fine. Its not a big deal.' He said.
*change*

Im at work. I was hoping to sneak in, but my boss lady(mrs L)was right there. 'There you are silly girl!' She said. Mrs L was wearing a leopard printed dress that day, with long, curly, dark brown hair, that would fade to a golden blonde color. 'Hey! Im here! Just let me go clock in real quick' i said. I did so, and went to my station. I watched my sister walk by smiling. I could see the excitement on her face. I smiled, although i felt a little sad.
*change*

Im in my car following stu in his red truck. Were almost to the vacation area. We park, get out, and start walking. Its a long walking trip, and we have to go through a lot of security measures. At one point i remeber walking through this clear plastic tent. You had to wait at a red light, inside the tent, for the light to turn white. People were lined up, and i looked down taking notice, we were on crossed railroad tracks(+). 'Odd' I thought to myself. Then a i got really confused as a big yellow bus with tinted windows drove through. Everyone seemed like it was normal, and we just stood out the way as it passed. I lost sight of stu and began to worry a bit. Im not good with directions in new places. As we exit the tent, you can immediately see this huge tower of a hotel. It was white, with some black trim. I was able to stu in my sights, he was a few hundred yards in front of me, talking with a group a guys. Then a female strolled up, asking if i had met orlando in person yet. I just looked at her rather confused. That wasnt was i was there for. But she start singing this catchy little toon, and we goofed off a bit and started dancing.
*change*

At the last check point. I had caught up to my husband. I let go of his hand long enough to go through our papers for tickets. Then i felt dreadful. I had forgotten to put my sisters tickets with her other papers. I looked anxiously hoping she would of been close and i could just hand them to her, but she wasnt. 'Whats wrong?' Hubs asked. 'I forgot to put my sisters tickets up. Shes gunna be so upset and mad me' I said tearfully. 'Hey its ok. Dont worry about it. Have her call me and ill take care of it' he said. I handed my sisters tickets to him, and ours to the security guard, and we went to our room. 

Sunday, June 12, 2016

Cabin fever

6-11-16

Me and the kiddos are getting ready. We're gunna be staying then night in a cabin with a bunch of  family. Between doing laundry, straightening this and that, fussing at the kids to stay focused. We were falling behind schedule. My husband and I are fixing to load in his dads truck. We were complaining about the lack of food, husband mostly about not having certain chips. Husband was asked if he had even gone to the store. He replied with a smile and a 'maybe'. Apparently these chips were so good no one wanted to share.
*change*

Hubs and I are driving. Checing out this house that was available. It was a cute little house. Kinda like the one i reside in right now, except this one had double the size yard we currently have. On the way back to the cabin hubs started doing weird thing with the white car we were driving. He had the car doing doughnuts and swerving it here and there. *splunk*. He landed the car in the lake. It slowly sank. The lake seemed to be more like a thick, gooey substance than water. We climbed out the car window and onto the bank. "What did you do that for?! How are we suppose to getbthe car out?!?!" I asked angrily. He just laughed and we headed towards the cabin.
*change*

Its night time at the cabin. We just turned out all the lights. I sat there gazing out the back slideing glass door trying to remember my purpose of being there. I see something out the sliding door. I stand up to get a better look. The back yard was fenced in by a wooden gate, and plants lined the all along the fence. I remember out dog was out there so I thought maybe it was him. I got closer to the glass and squinted trying to see better. 'Oh thats not shade' I thought, 'it a deer..I think'. It turned its head. Although really dark, i could tell it was looking at me. As its abnormally long body came out from one the bushes. It started running toward the door. The closer it got, it would change shape. About 100yds, it changed to a dog. I cracked open the door to let MY dog in i didnt want him to get hurt. 25yds, it took the shape of a panther. Just as it reached the door it stuck its huge pawin the door, trying to grab at anything with its huge claws, as i slammed the sliding door on his paws. It managed to pull it paw free. I close the sliding door the rest of the way and locked it. It left the yard, taking on the shape of a man and a small child.
*change*

The man resembling someone my husband knew and the girl his daughter aboutbthe girls age. Hubs let them in the house through the front door. He wanted to surprise the girls with a sleep over. The man said, "well here you go! Have fun!" And walked off smiling. The girls were already asleep as the little girl went to make herself comfortable. I followed her and my hubs had gone to doze on the couch. "I know what you are!" I said angrily. "You arent welcome here you need to get out that girl and leave my hiuse!" I said in a commanding tone and began to pray over the little girl. This black shadow erupted from the girls body and attacked me. It went from a tiny little 4-5yr old body, to this ghostly form that was the size, in equivalence, of a bear. I couldnt see past it asnit came down on me. I couldnt move. I couldnt breath hardly. My voice went to a tiny little squeek of noise as i tried calling out to my husband. I tried moving my arms and legs that are pinned down trying to knock somethings over, bang on a wall, something to try to get my hubs attention. As i laid there on the verge of blacking out, i remebered i was there to break and remove a curse. I started praying harder. The black thing flew off me and fled out the house. I was very angry. I stormed off to the kitche. Pulling random things out of the cabinets trying to find a certain piece of hidden paper that was gunna tell me exactly how to break it. 

Thursday, June 9, 2016

Look ma! Gills!

6-8-16

This one was definitely odd. Started off in a train. I was following this lady, alomst like i was observing her. She was going to get off, but she saw her daughter wasnt off the train. As she climbed back on, she looked back to see her daughter was in fact off the train. And apparently they were in a bad parts of town. Her daughter was attacked. People there would eat pieces of each other. And the person they bit would do so also. Almost like zombies, but more like cannibalizing. Cuz if you were bit, you were still completely 100% human, but you would enter a zombie like state.
*change*

I was looking for a job. As i came across this building a friend of mine was also there. As well as many others. It was a job hunt office/dr office. I dont remember much from this part, but i know in the end, my brother was working on his way to becoming a man shaped fish, gills and all, with teeth that could shred through the bones and flesh of anything

Tuesday, June 7, 2016

Over and Over Again

6-6/7-16

Ive been sleeping terribly the past couple days. Have a couple deams for you guys and gals.

6-6-16: Last night my dream would repeat. Same thing over and over. Hanging out with a couple other girls. One trying to seduce, the other complying, and me going either 'nah, ill just got for swim', or 'nah ill just lay here. Take a nap or something'. That was literally all there was to last nights dream. It why i wasn't gunna even post it.

6-7-16: I woke up so exhausted from last night I decided to just get up early. Which resulted in me miserably failing and needing a nap for the sake of my husband not killing anyone(lol?).  This one would just reprat also. And the last scenes would repeat over and over til i would actually wake up  then start completely over again.
-scene-Im in this room, and even my dream self is exhausted cuz she needed a nap too. But before dream me could join me in dream land, she was in this hallway of sorts. All dark wood. Very creepy feel to it. Boxes were piled high. The two rooms there were a bit of a mess. The master room was closed, but the other two rooms both had bunkbeds. dark metal bunkbed in the one to the left and a wooden one, with an additional king size bed. As my mom was packing, i asked "why dont you rent the rooms?", and her reply was "because we have to move. Our new place is gunna help us save money". Looking at all the stuff in the hallway i ask, "well, why dont sell some of you stuff? Keep the extra money from it for yourself?", and she replied, "do you know how much hospital rails and wheelchairs with umbrellas costs? I wouldn't have any left!" In the distance i heard my papa say "i dont want a stupid umbrella!". I laughed a little looking back at the beds. "Well, theres 4 places people could see. Why not rent the space?" I asked turning back to where mama was. But she was no longer there. I went into the bedroom with the wooden bunk bed and big king size bed. In the room was also an old fireplace, and a large desk with a computer. I sat at the desk and turned on the computer. Old videos were playing. I laughed how stupid they were. Next the to desk was a decent sized light blueish-green plastic vase. I put it on my face and sucked in air to try to get it stick to my face. Kinda like what some of you did as a kid with a cup, except as kids we only had it around our chin and mouth, not our whole face. I placed it down and went to sleep in the big bed.
*change*
I slightly woke up(in my dream) and was very groggy. Almost as if I hadn't even been sleeping. I looked at the door, which was open,and could hear my husband playing games. So I fell back asleep.
*change*
(Still dreaming, assume so til I say otherwise) I woke up again, but the door was closed. "I thought the door was open?" I heard a female voice say. Me still groggy thinking it was just myself, rolled over and grumbled "it WAS open..or closed...or something...l dont care". I just wanted to go back sleep. I felt pressure on my feet, then my legs, as i rolled over to see what it was, i felt something on my chest, then my throats, and covering my mouth.
*change*
I wake up, im in our current residence bedroom, in my own bed, the doors open, and can still hear my husband playing his game. I could still feel the pressure on my chest and throat. I shook it off and went back to sleep.
*change*
-repeat starting from scene 1, with slight alterations-after i got in the bed, i looked at the fireplace. A brick fell out. It began to crumble. I got up and tried putting bricks into place. A girl walked in, "thats not how you fix it" she said, "you need mortar". I grunted back "yea i know. Im hoping tonset the bricks back in just right to stay so i can make some and plaster it on". The girl just sat down and watched. More bricks seem to fall out of place as I created a bigger mess. More people seemed to have gathered just to watch. I finally got them all to sit just right. There was a yound man behind me, "oh hey" I said smiling, "i can help you know" he said. "I got it. Thanks though!" I said as I took a couple steps past him, and looked back. Bricks just fell out of place leaving a ugly black whole. I frowned and decided to just leave it and give up on it for the moment. Everyone, once again just seemed to have disappeared, and inlaid back in the bed to rest.
*change*
-repeat scene 2 with alterations to scene 3- this time as i said "it was open..or something", and inteied just going back to sleep, i felt the blankets lift and my foot was swung from the bed.

This time I woke i woke up for real. I immediately looked at the door, which WAS in fact open. I laid my head back down. Still incredibly groggy and feeling so drained and downright exhausted, I contemplated getting up for a brief second. But I passed back out before i could even finish my own thought.

-repeat scene 1 with another alteration- this time no one was in it at all. Inwas in the hallway, then just went straight to the bedroom as usual. The fireplace was obviously patched up in my absence. I remember it was broken and I was gunna try to fix it again. But, since it was already patched up, i went to lay in bed for a nap.
*change*
-repeats scene2 with alteration to 3- this time, as i muttered the exact same thing, I realized in my dream the scene had been the same time and time again. I snapped open my eyes and began kicking my feet. Too late. As i began to flail, the bottom of the blanket flew up and infelt something grab my ankles. I was slid off the bed, with the blanket wrapped around me. I could feel as if i were being pinned, and at the same time being soffocated. All i could think to do is kick the wall and scream stiffly out for my husband. It took what seemed like minutes to get my feet to move. But i managed to start kicking the wall. The more and more i resisted, the lighter the weight felt, and the louder i got. My husband rushed in, removed the blankets from over me, and carried me back in bed. "Hey, its ok. Im right here" he said as he gently set me on the edge. I Refused to let him go so he sat with me.

Then I woke in real life again with the same feeling as last night to where i just wanted to stop sleeping and got up. I hope tonight fares way better than last night and my nap :/ if there's any typos. Im sorry. At this moment i dont even care about fixing them.